She's Electric
Oasis
She's electric
She's in a family full of eccentrics
She done things I never expected
And I need more time
She's got a sister
And god only knows how I've missed her
On the palm of her hand is a blister
And I need more time
And I want you to know
I've got my mind made up now
But I need more time
And I want you to say
Do you know what I'm saying?
But I need more ....
Coz I'll be you and you'll be me
There's lots and lots for us to see
There's lots and lots for us to do
She is electric, can I be electric too?
She's got a brother
We don't get on with one another
But I quite fancy her mother
And I think that she likes me
She's got a cousin
In fact she's got 'bout a dozen
She's got one in the oven
But it's nothing to do with me
And I want you to know
I've got my mind made up now
But I need more time
And I want you to say
Do you know what I'm saying?
But I need more ....
Coz I'll be you and you'll be me
There's lots and lots for us to see
There's lots and lots for us to do
She is electric, can I be electric too?
Friday, December 25, 2009
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
16122009
no more exams.
yay.
now im resuming training wushu(yipee!)
and going on holiday trips
went to Sarawak from saturday(12dec)
and just reached home yesterday(15dec)
it was pretty cool, i shud say.
of course, saying like this wudnt convince you yea?
apparently altho Sarawak is a Malaysian state,
the population of Malays only go up to 10percent.
thats fascinating dude.
chinese take up to 20-30percent and the rest are the natives who only speak god-knows-what language.
they call it sarawakan.
and the history of sarawak is even more awesome.
the ancestors of the natives used to be head hunters!
i mean LITERALLY head hunters!
i think my sis has the pics of the skulls.
wicked!
when i got home, i turned on msn.
so i chatted with my buddies.
then one of them got emo and all.
so i'll just type smtg to him(as in male).
To some unknown entity
She's like a drug, an addiction.
It's something he could never let go of.
Like how he saw the sky meet the horizon.
Like how he believed the ocean and earth could never separate.
The eternal mirror on his wall.
The inevitable attraction between love and chocolate.
Why has it been like this?
He only wanted to talk to her.
Just one last time.
Before he loses everything.
Damn that was cheesy.
My fingers are gonna rot off.
Anyway, i was playing basketball with a friend just now.
i realised she didnt have that much stamina to start with(hehehe)
thanks to wushu, my stamina's not bad.
and i can jump higher.(yessaaaa)
lets think.
holidays are fun wwhen u have the right people around you.
lets end it off with a bang.
bang.
yay.
now im resuming training wushu(yipee!)
and going on holiday trips
went to Sarawak from saturday(12dec)
and just reached home yesterday(15dec)
it was pretty cool, i shud say.
of course, saying like this wudnt convince you yea?
apparently altho Sarawak is a Malaysian state,
the population of Malays only go up to 10percent.
thats fascinating dude.
chinese take up to 20-30percent and the rest are the natives who only speak god-knows-what language.
they call it sarawakan.
and the history of sarawak is even more awesome.
the ancestors of the natives used to be head hunters!
i mean LITERALLY head hunters!
i think my sis has the pics of the skulls.
wicked!
when i got home, i turned on msn.
so i chatted with my buddies.
then one of them got emo and all.
so i'll just type smtg to him(as in male).
To some unknown entity
She's like a drug, an addiction.
It's something he could never let go of.
Like how he saw the sky meet the horizon.
Like how he believed the ocean and earth could never separate.
The eternal mirror on his wall.
The inevitable attraction between love and chocolate.
Why has it been like this?
He only wanted to talk to her.
Just one last time.
Before he loses everything.
Damn that was cheesy.
My fingers are gonna rot off.
Anyway, i was playing basketball with a friend just now.
i realised she didnt have that much stamina to start with(hehehe)
thanks to wushu, my stamina's not bad.
and i can jump higher.(yessaaaa)
lets think.
holidays are fun wwhen u have the right people around you.
lets end it off with a bang.
bang.
Friday, December 4, 2009
04122009
its more simple to observe than to do.
yet people do more than they observe.
its just more fun that way.
or maybe they just have the urge to do smtg?
exams come and go,
but whats important is the things that really matter to you.
im not talking about soccer and stuff(cos i commented that soccer is more impt than educcation, tee hee)
i mean, the people around you, ur family and friends.
i do think that way.
after all, i am a human first, a student second.
whoever disagrees abt wad i think about myself must think im a robot.
i read some other blogs(smtg i do pretty rarely) just now.
people tend to get really cute when they talk about their experiences.
like when they are on a train or on an outing.
its fun to watch lives build up around you.
thats why this is the most impt thing to me.
so people, we shud not let it go.
yet people do more than they observe.
its just more fun that way.
or maybe they just have the urge to do smtg?
exams come and go,
but whats important is the things that really matter to you.
im not talking about soccer and stuff(cos i commented that soccer is more impt than educcation, tee hee)
i mean, the people around you, ur family and friends.
i do think that way.
after all, i am a human first, a student second.
whoever disagrees abt wad i think about myself must think im a robot.
i read some other blogs(smtg i do pretty rarely) just now.
people tend to get really cute when they talk about their experiences.
like when they are on a train or on an outing.
its fun to watch lives build up around you.
thats why this is the most impt thing to me.
so people, we shud not let it go.
Friday, November 27, 2009
Oasis - Stop Crying Your Heart Out Lyrics
Oasis
Stop Crying Your Heart Out
Hold up... hold on... don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile... Shine on... Don't be scared
Your destiny may keep you warm.
Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry you'll see them some day
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Get up... Come on... why you scared
You'll never change what been and gone
Stop Crying Your Heart Out
Hold up... hold on... don't be scared
You'll never change what's been and gone
May your smile... Shine on... Don't be scared
Your destiny may keep you warm.
Cos all of the stars are fading away
Just try not to worry you'll see them some day
Take what you need and be on your way
And stop crying your heart out
Get up... Come on... why you scared
You'll never change what been and gone
Saturday, November 21, 2009
21112009
GAH!
seeing how its like,
there will be many things that will have to be done.
even though there are many things that are done,
there will still be more appearing.
in things endless road,
when will anything ever sort out for itself?
its like walking in an endless cave.
when the cave gets steeper,
we complain.
thats when our values come in.
whether it means to be a human or a machine,
no one has the right to judge which is better than the other.
the days get colder and i wanna be out there.
maybe just standing there.
or probably sitting here.
i dunno.
it gets more interesting.
understanding the situation,
reading between the lines,
knowing what the demands are,
its all the same.
its very fun.
i wonder who'll understand this.
i hope its able to be understood.
because not many will understand,
what this is truly is,
or who is it for.
smile always ^_^
seeing how its like,
there will be many things that will have to be done.
even though there are many things that are done,
there will still be more appearing.
in things endless road,
when will anything ever sort out for itself?
its like walking in an endless cave.
when the cave gets steeper,
we complain.
thats when our values come in.
whether it means to be a human or a machine,
no one has the right to judge which is better than the other.
the days get colder and i wanna be out there.
maybe just standing there.
or probably sitting here.
i dunno.
it gets more interesting.
understanding the situation,
reading between the lines,
knowing what the demands are,
its all the same.
its very fun.
i wonder who'll understand this.
i hope its able to be understood.
because not many will understand,
what this is truly is,
or who is it for.
smile always ^_^
Sunday, November 1, 2009
01112009
staring at my notes, i suddenly think about life... and yet again.
i realised i spent around 2 hours or less with them.
the rest of the day i wasted playing my games.
that told me what my life was worth if i had a free day.
its worth 2 hours of knowledge, 15 hours of gaming, and 7 hours of sleep.
in short, worthless.
i never really thought of what i wanted when i grew up.
its all the simple mindset of "get a good job, get married, get a life"
getting a good job is already like a 50 storey wall in life.
you gotta study and everything just to do so.
its a troubling obstacle which brainwashes you from young.
next is getting married.
looking at my cousin's wedding photos, i didnt realise that i was tearing.
i dont know why.
was i too miserable?
i think it happened when i looked at my cousin's happy face.
she was smiling brilliantly.
it occured to me of how happy she was at the moment.
it was happiness.
i guess i teared cos i hadnt known if i'd experience something like she did.
and it all sums to the part about getting a life.
the last part is basically fulfilled if i got the first 2.
well, i dont have too great of ambitions.
i guess while im still young, i wanna be the best i can.
before i get carried away let me remind myself im reaching my sleeping time.
ok.
feel free to comment about anything u wanna tell me about ur life.
i'll readily read/listen as a friend.
(btw hayate's birthday is on the 11th ^o^) random
i realised i spent around 2 hours or less with them.
the rest of the day i wasted playing my games.
that told me what my life was worth if i had a free day.
its worth 2 hours of knowledge, 15 hours of gaming, and 7 hours of sleep.
in short, worthless.
i never really thought of what i wanted when i grew up.
its all the simple mindset of "get a good job, get married, get a life"
getting a good job is already like a 50 storey wall in life.
you gotta study and everything just to do so.
its a troubling obstacle which brainwashes you from young.
next is getting married.
looking at my cousin's wedding photos, i didnt realise that i was tearing.
i dont know why.
was i too miserable?
i think it happened when i looked at my cousin's happy face.
she was smiling brilliantly.
it occured to me of how happy she was at the moment.
it was happiness.
i guess i teared cos i hadnt known if i'd experience something like she did.
and it all sums to the part about getting a life.
the last part is basically fulfilled if i got the first 2.
well, i dont have too great of ambitions.
i guess while im still young, i wanna be the best i can.
before i get carried away let me remind myself im reaching my sleeping time.
ok.
feel free to comment about anything u wanna tell me about ur life.
i'll readily read/listen as a friend.
(btw hayate's birthday is on the 11th ^o^) random
Thursday, October 22, 2009
22102009
life is unpredictable.
when we thought we have seen everything,
something happens to let us realise,
we know nothing.
as far as our mind opens up to,
or as closed as our mind shuts itself,
there is a door which controls the mind.
once upon a july, i was born.
i grew up in an environment that failed to teach me how to survive.
so i learnt about deception, lies, hatred, sorrow, all on my own.
i grew up hating the world.
at the same time i knew.
i could not hate the world.
the biggest lie i ever told,
was that i despise the life i had been given.
i grew up lonely.
i failed as a friend.
i failed as a leader.
i failed as a son.
however, people still believed in me.
whether doubtful or not they did.
i failed myself.
i lost my sense of belonging.
i am not even worth a cent or half of it.
i do not believe in myself.
no.
i have to throw away this unworthy me.
i cannot let anyone down anymore.
i cannot waste the life god has given me.
i cannot let go of the trust people have in me.
i cannot submit to myself that has given up all hope.
because.
i know nothing.
i need you.
when we thought we have seen everything,
something happens to let us realise,
we know nothing.
as far as our mind opens up to,
or as closed as our mind shuts itself,
there is a door which controls the mind.
once upon a july, i was born.
i grew up in an environment that failed to teach me how to survive.
so i learnt about deception, lies, hatred, sorrow, all on my own.
i grew up hating the world.
at the same time i knew.
i could not hate the world.
the biggest lie i ever told,
was that i despise the life i had been given.
i grew up lonely.
i failed as a friend.
i failed as a leader.
i failed as a son.
however, people still believed in me.
whether doubtful or not they did.
i failed myself.
i lost my sense of belonging.
i am not even worth a cent or half of it.
i do not believe in myself.
no.
i have to throw away this unworthy me.
i cannot let anyone down anymore.
i cannot waste the life god has given me.
i cannot let go of the trust people have in me.
i cannot submit to myself that has given up all hope.
because.
i know nothing.
i need you.
Sunday, September 13, 2009
13092009
Can you still see your dreams in the distant, starry sky?
Are they more vivid than they were when you were little?
When one forgets to put the emotions that overflow in one’s heart
to rest,
they burn the color of passion.
I used to believe without a doubt that I could reach my dreams,
no matter how far off they were.
But that me from long ago now sleeps inside my heart.
Dreams are more fragile and fleeting than a glass rose,
so then why are we destined to dream?
Sometimes two dreams can turn into love,
but there are also times when they can't.
Even when they're alone,
people want to share their feelings,
but it can be so hard.
Words are powerless to express one's feelings,
and sometimes they become a silver knife.
Are they more vivid than they were when you were little?
When one forgets to put the emotions that overflow in one’s heart
to rest,
they burn the color of passion.
I used to believe without a doubt that I could reach my dreams,
no matter how far off they were.
But that me from long ago now sleeps inside my heart.
Dreams are more fragile and fleeting than a glass rose,
so then why are we destined to dream?
Sometimes two dreams can turn into love,
but there are also times when they can't.
Even when they're alone,
people want to share their feelings,
but it can be so hard.
Words are powerless to express one's feelings,
and sometimes they become a silver knife.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
09092009
the things that we normally think about normally involve studies, relationships, entertainment so on and so forth.
dont we find thinking of something we dislike strange, or weird?
sometimes because of such things we dislike, allows us to change.
its like overcoming your weakness.
u my hate a certain subject thus u suck at it.
so u study hard to make it better.
at the end of the day, u realise that u had done well for ur hated subject.
and so u have achieved something.
well, if u dislike something u may have a negative effect on it, of course.
take me for example.
hate working.
keep lazing.
then penniless.
BUT there are people who are still happy hating stuff.
maybe because its part of their personality.
u can find others hating something attractive too.
like in comics, the ladies love the justice men who hates evil.
or how guys find girls hating bugs cute.
hey, as a guy, im no different.
i like thinking up stories that maybe go beyond the boundaries of possibilities.
although scientifically, they make sense.
there are also times i dream about being in a love story, no joke.
the worst love dreams are those which im about to kiss the girl(omg) then suddenly wake up.
its like when i wake up, AAAAAAAAA.
but its these dreams that allow me to think of what may happen in real life.
i hate dreaming in a relationship, but i dont mind living it.
the good things are always hardest to get, and at the end when you get it u be at the happiest.
what comes next?
emptiness?
noooo.
its called appreciation.
never forget how it felt before aquiring the thing u want.
always remember the path u took to find it.
i dont believe in "forgive and forget" because u'll end up making the same mistakes.
"forgive and forget" were probably created by those who dont want grudges.
maybe theyre afraid of the other party.
if u hate smtg, think positive.
think differently, and u'll have smtg waitng for u at the end of the road.
dont we find thinking of something we dislike strange, or weird?
sometimes because of such things we dislike, allows us to change.
its like overcoming your weakness.
u my hate a certain subject thus u suck at it.
so u study hard to make it better.
at the end of the day, u realise that u had done well for ur hated subject.
and so u have achieved something.
well, if u dislike something u may have a negative effect on it, of course.
take me for example.
hate working.
keep lazing.
then penniless.
BUT there are people who are still happy hating stuff.
maybe because its part of their personality.
u can find others hating something attractive too.
like in comics, the ladies love the justice men who hates evil.
or how guys find girls hating bugs cute.
hey, as a guy, im no different.
i like thinking up stories that maybe go beyond the boundaries of possibilities.
although scientifically, they make sense.
there are also times i dream about being in a love story, no joke.
the worst love dreams are those which im about to kiss the girl(omg) then suddenly wake up.
its like when i wake up, AAAAAAAAA.
but its these dreams that allow me to think of what may happen in real life.
i hate dreaming in a relationship, but i dont mind living it.
the good things are always hardest to get, and at the end when you get it u be at the happiest.
what comes next?
emptiness?
noooo.
its called appreciation.
never forget how it felt before aquiring the thing u want.
always remember the path u took to find it.
i dont believe in "forgive and forget" because u'll end up making the same mistakes.
"forgive and forget" were probably created by those who dont want grudges.
maybe theyre afraid of the other party.
if u hate smtg, think positive.
think differently, and u'll have smtg waitng for u at the end of the road.
Friday, September 4, 2009
04092009
how does not being able to feel a thing feel like?
nothingness.
no joy, no sorrow, no love, no hate.
it doesnt feel right.
its as if you have no purpose in this world.
people exist for a purpose.
and the way they meet their purpose is through destiny.
as long as people are humans, theres no such thing as an empty shell.
even the most boring of humans would have a name.
freedom from emptiness is even better than freedom itself.
is this really the so-called lying to yourself?
cos as far as im concerned, ive lied alot.
even if my friends accept me the way i am, i change.
not that i want to.
i just do.
in time i just dont feel accepted.
its like i entered the wrong room although the door leads to my destiny.
i dont wanna be like this.
the weakling that i am.
the one who'll give up on smtg just because i think i cant do it alone.
the one who puts up a tough front but is really hurt.
the one who takes too much time thinking the unnecessary.
i looked at her across the cabin.
although we were barely 2 metres apart,
it felt like i was watching her from the sun.
when i said something, she couldn't hear me.
when i called her, she didn't answer.
when i looked at her, she wouldn't look at me.
are we just too far apart?
have i created a barrier only i can see?
are my words just meaningless to what i feel?
so i turned, and silenced myself in despair.
Happy birthday to my little sister btw if ure reading this.
nothingness.
no joy, no sorrow, no love, no hate.
it doesnt feel right.
its as if you have no purpose in this world.
people exist for a purpose.
and the way they meet their purpose is through destiny.
as long as people are humans, theres no such thing as an empty shell.
even the most boring of humans would have a name.
freedom from emptiness is even better than freedom itself.
is this really the so-called lying to yourself?
cos as far as im concerned, ive lied alot.
even if my friends accept me the way i am, i change.
not that i want to.
i just do.
in time i just dont feel accepted.
its like i entered the wrong room although the door leads to my destiny.
i dont wanna be like this.
the weakling that i am.
the one who'll give up on smtg just because i think i cant do it alone.
the one who puts up a tough front but is really hurt.
the one who takes too much time thinking the unnecessary.
i looked at her across the cabin.
although we were barely 2 metres apart,
it felt like i was watching her from the sun.
when i said something, she couldn't hear me.
when i called her, she didn't answer.
when i looked at her, she wouldn't look at me.
are we just too far apart?
have i created a barrier only i can see?
are my words just meaningless to what i feel?
so i turned, and silenced myself in despair.
Happy birthday to my little sister btw if ure reading this.
Monday, August 31, 2009
31082009
Regular days are boring.
Well, isnt that why its regular?
Then again, i dont want too many things to happen in one day.
It'll take a week for me to absorb everything.
Why does it take 10 Fadhils to understand one structures question?
Because 10 Fadhils = 1 Civil Engineer
Although one Fadhil alone can be defined as a genius(self-proclaimed).
I like my shoes because they're mine.
The land called Simville
By Muhammad Fadhil bin Abdullah
Fayte did not want to move to Simville.
He loved his old house in Kembale.
Whether he wanted to or not he was forced to live there.
So he examined the new neighbours.
They spoke a language he didnt understand.
Then the 7 year old went to explore the neighbourhood on his own.
He got lost.
He found himself staring at a bunch of boys playing soccer at a nearby field.
Dilema : Play or Ask for directions
Its like a dating sims game that your fate depends on which option he chose.
He chose play.
The boys gladly welcomed him.
He played goalkeeper.
Since then everyday he goes to the field to play soccer.
The boys were always awaiting his arrival.
He then forgotten that he had actually moved away from his old home.
As he reached secondary one, he became wanted on the list of the under-17 national soccer players.
He rejected the offer, knowing his true interest was not soccer, but architecture.
So he studied hard through secondary school.
Along the way he found himself more friends, and people he could trust with his life.
Whether it was girls, studies, family or anything else they worked together.
Fayte and his pals fought through thick and thin all the way to their graduation.
Fayte looked at his home now that 9 years had gone since he'd moved.
He still hated Simville.
But now for a different reason.
Why hadn't he lived here earlier?
Well, isnt that why its regular?
Then again, i dont want too many things to happen in one day.
It'll take a week for me to absorb everything.
Why does it take 10 Fadhils to understand one structures question?
Because 10 Fadhils = 1 Civil Engineer
Although one Fadhil alone can be defined as a genius(self-proclaimed).
I like my shoes because they're mine.
The land called Simville
By Muhammad Fadhil bin Abdullah
Fayte did not want to move to Simville.
He loved his old house in Kembale.
Whether he wanted to or not he was forced to live there.
So he examined the new neighbours.
They spoke a language he didnt understand.
Then the 7 year old went to explore the neighbourhood on his own.
He got lost.
He found himself staring at a bunch of boys playing soccer at a nearby field.
Dilema : Play or Ask for directions
Its like a dating sims game that your fate depends on which option he chose.
He chose play.
The boys gladly welcomed him.
He played goalkeeper.
Since then everyday he goes to the field to play soccer.
The boys were always awaiting his arrival.
He then forgotten that he had actually moved away from his old home.
As he reached secondary one, he became wanted on the list of the under-17 national soccer players.
He rejected the offer, knowing his true interest was not soccer, but architecture.
So he studied hard through secondary school.
Along the way he found himself more friends, and people he could trust with his life.
Whether it was girls, studies, family or anything else they worked together.
Fayte and his pals fought through thick and thin all the way to their graduation.
Fayte looked at his home now that 9 years had gone since he'd moved.
He still hated Simville.
But now for a different reason.
Why hadn't he lived here earlier?
Saturday, August 29, 2009
29082009
the thing about feeling lonely is that
you dont realise it until theres no one around you.
it could be that you want to be alone.
or you dont have many friends.
enjoying life is technically opposite of what we call being lonely.
well, u cant enjoy anything if you have no companions can you?
yes ah.
my jacket collection has been increased from one... to two.
my shoe collection?
i have a pair of casuals, one spikes, one sports... i think thats that.
wait, i forgot to include the wushu shoes too. that makes 4.
am i that bored to count how many shoes i have?
humans are the best species ever created.
and humans also has the worst influence on the environment.
but they create pretty good music.
My Friend The Manga Artist. (based on a false story)
by Muhammad Fadhil bin Abdullah
There was a boy.
His name is Fira.
He just got rejected by a girl he had liked for very long.
After getting rejected, he became an otaku.
For some reason, he makes friends with retard otakus pretty well.
He suddenly got a goal in life.
This was because his boyhood retard friend, Lihdaf commented he was living an aimless life, and that he will be a worthless creature in a country ran by money.
So Fira studies.
Then he realised he wasnt as smart as a fifth grader.
His only talent is to draw ecchi manga.
So he asked Lihdaf to help him in life.
Then Lihdaf told Fira he would help him... next year when Lihadf was in Germany.
Rejected by Lihdaf, Fira gave up and became a hikikomori in his parents' house.
He only came out of his room to watch anime aired on tv.
Wasting time playing hentai sims, he came across an ad.
"SKILLED MANGAKA WANTED"
To end his hikikomori days, he got a job as a manga art instructor.
Eventually he met a weird otaku girl and got married to her.
Then he got kids, yadda yadda yadda...
30 years after getting that job, he was shifting his house.
He then came across the same old ad while he was packing.
He realised the ad came with a note.
The note stated
"Oi im a German millionaire now.
Having fun with sweet babes here.
The manga firm is part of my company.
Dont be a lonely hikikomori, u worthless bum.
I'll be in Germany forever so call me once in a while.
Your retard friend, Lihdaf."
The letter was dated the year after Lihdaf left for Germany.
So Fira called everyone knew (there werent many) to find Lihdaf.
Then he eventually he found Lihdaf's address in Germany.
So he went there.
There, he only found Lihdaf's 4 wives, 11 children and a grave.
Apparently Lihdaf just died.
He left Fira another letter.
"Oi, i must be dead by now.
i had one freaking awesome life a man can experience.
Fira u didnt call me a single time u loser.
Servants should obey their master.
U kept ur master waiting for 30 years.
If u read this then i hope my virus will spread to u cos im dying rite now.
Nah just kidding.
Take care ok, pal."
you dont realise it until theres no one around you.
it could be that you want to be alone.
or you dont have many friends.
enjoying life is technically opposite of what we call being lonely.
well, u cant enjoy anything if you have no companions can you?
yes ah.
my jacket collection has been increased from one... to two.
my shoe collection?
i have a pair of casuals, one spikes, one sports... i think thats that.
wait, i forgot to include the wushu shoes too. that makes 4.
am i that bored to count how many shoes i have?
humans are the best species ever created.
and humans also has the worst influence on the environment.
but they create pretty good music.
My Friend The Manga Artist. (based on a false story)
by Muhammad Fadhil bin Abdullah
There was a boy.
His name is Fira.
He just got rejected by a girl he had liked for very long.
After getting rejected, he became an otaku.
For some reason, he makes friends with retard otakus pretty well.
He suddenly got a goal in life.
This was because his boyhood retard friend, Lihdaf commented he was living an aimless life, and that he will be a worthless creature in a country ran by money.
So Fira studies.
Then he realised he wasnt as smart as a fifth grader.
His only talent is to draw ecchi manga.
So he asked Lihdaf to help him in life.
Then Lihdaf told Fira he would help him... next year when Lihadf was in Germany.
Rejected by Lihdaf, Fira gave up and became a hikikomori in his parents' house.
He only came out of his room to watch anime aired on tv.
Wasting time playing hentai sims, he came across an ad.
"SKILLED MANGAKA WANTED"
To end his hikikomori days, he got a job as a manga art instructor.
Eventually he met a weird otaku girl and got married to her.
Then he got kids, yadda yadda yadda...
30 years after getting that job, he was shifting his house.
He then came across the same old ad while he was packing.
He realised the ad came with a note.
The note stated
"Oi im a German millionaire now.
Having fun with sweet babes here.
The manga firm is part of my company.
Dont be a lonely hikikomori, u worthless bum.
I'll be in Germany forever so call me once in a while.
Your retard friend, Lihdaf."
The letter was dated the year after Lihdaf left for Germany.
So Fira called everyone knew (there werent many) to find Lihdaf.
Then he eventually he found Lihdaf's address in Germany.
So he went there.
There, he only found Lihdaf's 4 wives, 11 children and a grave.
Apparently Lihdaf just died.
He left Fira another letter.
"Oi, i must be dead by now.
i had one freaking awesome life a man can experience.
Fira u didnt call me a single time u loser.
Servants should obey their master.
U kept ur master waiting for 30 years.
If u read this then i hope my virus will spread to u cos im dying rite now.
Nah just kidding.
Take care ok, pal."
Saturday, August 15, 2009
15082009
Hisashiburidana.
Lama tak jumpe.
Hao jiu bu jian.
Long time no see.
STUDYING TIMES have not ended.
i assure u, i always have smtg better to do whenever i blog.
maybe i may have sometimes said that im bored and have nothing better to do.
well, thats not true.
maybe i also have said before.
blogging is a way to DE-STRESSIFY urself.
its like drinking beer.
with the exception u dont get drunk.
thus ure always conscious.
blogging is one way to clear my thoughts.
drinking is a quick way to gain a beer belly.
so i dont drink.
obviously.
i hafta revise my studies.
no blogging or fooling around.
exams are next week.
and the week after next.
and the week after the week after next.
by the time i wud be fasting.
at the same time going to intensive trainings on mondays and fridays.
but nooo studying!
bullshit.
i still have to revise now.
tata, wishing im able to pass all modules.
Lama tak jumpe.
Hao jiu bu jian.
Long time no see.
STUDYING TIMES have not ended.
i assure u, i always have smtg better to do whenever i blog.
maybe i may have sometimes said that im bored and have nothing better to do.
well, thats not true.
maybe i also have said before.
blogging is a way to DE-STRESSIFY urself.
its like drinking beer.
with the exception u dont get drunk.
thus ure always conscious.
blogging is one way to clear my thoughts.
drinking is a quick way to gain a beer belly.
so i dont drink.
obviously.
i hafta revise my studies.
no blogging or fooling around.
exams are next week.
and the week after next.
and the week after the week after next.
by the time i wud be fasting.
at the same time going to intensive trainings on mondays and fridays.
but nooo studying!
bullshit.
i still have to revise now.
tata, wishing im able to pass all modules.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
23072009
hey there.
im in the midst of studying.
or not.
im not gonna blog for a while.
after all, blogging is a drag.
so i'll just summarise what telah happened and what akan happen.
- studying
- mangaing
- animeing
- projecting
- sleeping
- eating
- emoing
- restaurant citying
- walking
- talking
- breathing
- everyday things in life
- ing
I met you somewhere beneath the rainbow.
No matter when, I want to be looking at the same blue sky.
I'll gather up pieces of dreams, shining colorfully like the stars.
Because the answer I'm looking for will be there.
I felt a signal pass through today, as I went to meet you.
Because a shining wind brushed my cheek in the busy city.
Amongst the clouds, no ladders towards the angels could be seen.
Holding your hand, I could go anywhere in a never-ending gentle ride.
My heart hurts, to tell you the truth, something seems to be astray.
At the end of the day, I wonder what tomorrow will be like?
Confused in a crowd, it becomes a blur.
Now when I look at the blue sky, the anticipation I have for the future I yearned for disappears.
Before I knew it, we're walking our different ways.
A couple can only see the same love.
Because their smiles are binded together.
Be next to me more, be closer to me, I want to know how you feel.
im in the midst of studying.
or not.
im not gonna blog for a while.
after all, blogging is a drag.
so i'll just summarise what telah happened and what akan happen.
- studying
- mangaing
- animeing
- projecting
- sleeping
- eating
- emoing
- restaurant citying
- walking
- talking
- breathing
- everyday things in life
- ing
I met you somewhere beneath the rainbow.
No matter when, I want to be looking at the same blue sky.
I'll gather up pieces of dreams, shining colorfully like the stars.
Because the answer I'm looking for will be there.
I felt a signal pass through today, as I went to meet you.
Because a shining wind brushed my cheek in the busy city.
Amongst the clouds, no ladders towards the angels could be seen.
Holding your hand, I could go anywhere in a never-ending gentle ride.
My heart hurts, to tell you the truth, something seems to be astray.
At the end of the day, I wonder what tomorrow will be like?
Confused in a crowd, it becomes a blur.
Now when I look at the blue sky, the anticipation I have for the future I yearned for disappears.
Before I knew it, we're walking our different ways.
A couple can only see the same love.
Because their smiles are binded together.
Be next to me more, be closer to me, I want to know how you feel.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
09072009
of all the time in the world for my xp to crash, y did it crash the moment i was about to print my hydraulics report. OH GOD!!!
well, at least theres the vista side.
so rather than complaining about my lost report i might as well do it from scratch before the new day comes.
geez.
anyways, my average sleeping time has dropped from 4 hours to 3 hours.
how great is that???
frankly, i TRY to study for all the times i was awake but it seems i get distracted by this tool im typing on as well as a lavender-coloured tool with many buttons and can play these things called 'UMD's.
probably you people wont understand what im saying as always.
only i can understand what im trying to say.
its just against my nature to put smtg to be so straightforward unless its neccessary.
and now im taking a break.
from what i can see, the report im doing rite now hasnt even reached half a page.
why? cos im blogging, duh.
facebook
what a fearful tool.
amazing as it is.
making others look like fools.
blogging
involves typing.
without this 'blogging'.
i wud probably be eating.
manga.
sounds like a fruit.
eaten in a salad.
actually, its not a food.
anime.
its one thing influential.
to young and dumb children.
who thanks to this lost their potential.
ok enough randomness for 2dae.
i nid to do my report.
seriously.
my report is waiting for me.
waiting waiting waiting.
yes.
oo my friend just replied.
aiya i thot he wanted smtg more interesting.
lets make milo.
OIII MY REPORT!!!
well, at least theres the vista side.
so rather than complaining about my lost report i might as well do it from scratch before the new day comes.
geez.
anyways, my average sleeping time has dropped from 4 hours to 3 hours.
how great is that???
frankly, i TRY to study for all the times i was awake but it seems i get distracted by this tool im typing on as well as a lavender-coloured tool with many buttons and can play these things called 'UMD's.
probably you people wont understand what im saying as always.
only i can understand what im trying to say.
its just against my nature to put smtg to be so straightforward unless its neccessary.
and now im taking a break.
from what i can see, the report im doing rite now hasnt even reached half a page.
why? cos im blogging, duh.
what a fearful tool.
amazing as it is.
making others look like fools.
blogging
involves typing.
without this 'blogging'.
i wud probably be eating.
manga.
sounds like a fruit.
eaten in a salad.
actually, its not a food.
anime.
its one thing influential.
to young and dumb children.
who thanks to this lost their potential.
ok enough randomness for 2dae.
i nid to do my report.
seriously.
my report is waiting for me.
waiting waiting waiting.
yes.
oo my friend just replied.
aiya i thot he wanted smtg more interesting.
lets make milo.
OIII MY REPORT!!!
Friday, June 26, 2009
26062009
ahaha.
the more i complain the more time i consume.
especially with my tight schedule, i really shudnt waste time.
ah fine. i have the whole day to slack 2dae.
then again, my schedule is packed to my opinion.
but im still slacking.
2moro i must reach marina barrage at 6.
yay.
i wonder how my friends are doing.
now that i barely see the changkat peeps(i rarely even see the blacks, wow)
well i saw my current classmates yesterday.
it wasnt even for a long chat.
and wushu hunks and babes.
not at all after last monday.
plus on monday, many of them werent present.
now that i say this, one week isnt really a long time.
but inside of me keeps telling, imagine when ive graduated.
i'll be in the same state, with exception that we'd not meet at all.
how i manage i dunno.
what i know is thati sorta wanna see them again.
im ok with with a tight schedule, but i wanna have fun with my friends.
all my talk abt life is putting me to sleep.
i wont be surprised if my head just lands on the keyboard.
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
iuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuihuhuhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiuhiiiiiiiii
thats what my head will probably type.
i want a DEWT chalet!
six classes.
3 cohorts.
many hot people.
ahahahaha.
but i think its fun to chat with the people of the third year and first year.
ive met not many 3rd years, and i know all the 2nd years.
ive never seen the freshmen.
i wanna mit them!
who knows, there may be an extremely cute girl in the group.
it will be an insult to the wushu handsome club if i dont get her phone number.
of course we never get insulted.
ahaha kidding.
anyway, rave is a nice anime, abit ecchi, but nice.
i read the manga until the end.
reaching to the end, it was nice.
but the last chapter was unsatisfying.
u noe about anime, i never like it when the main characters who died are suddenly miraculously revived by some event only god understands.
its irritating to me, really.
why cant the dead just stay dead?
aside from rurouni kenshin and code geass, i find this idea in animes like naruto, pokemon (haha, pokemon) and rave as mentioned pretty lame.
suddenly at the end the hero who supposedly dies shows up.
or suddenly by some power that revives people(and pokemon)
RAVE SPOILER!
ELIE is RESHA VALENTINE!
ok that was random.
the more i complain the more time i consume.
especially with my tight schedule, i really shudnt waste time.
ah fine. i have the whole day to slack 2dae.
then again, my schedule is packed to my opinion.
but im still slacking.
2moro i must reach marina barrage at 6.
yay.
i wonder how my friends are doing.
now that i barely see the changkat peeps(i rarely even see the blacks, wow)
well i saw my current classmates yesterday.
it wasnt even for a long chat.
and wushu hunks and babes.
not at all after last monday.
plus on monday, many of them werent present.
now that i say this, one week isnt really a long time.
but inside of me keeps telling, imagine when ive graduated.
i'll be in the same state, with exception that we'd not meet at all.
how i manage i dunno.
what i know is thati sorta wanna see them again.
im ok with with a tight schedule, but i wanna have fun with my friends.
all my talk abt life is putting me to sleep.
i wont be surprised if my head just lands on the keyboard.
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
iuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuihuhuhiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiuhiiiiiiiii
thats what my head will probably type.
i want a DEWT chalet!
six classes.
3 cohorts.
many hot people.
ahahahaha.
but i think its fun to chat with the people of the third year and first year.
ive met not many 3rd years, and i know all the 2nd years.
ive never seen the freshmen.
i wanna mit them!
who knows, there may be an extremely cute girl in the group.
it will be an insult to the wushu handsome club if i dont get her phone number.
of course we never get insulted.
ahaha kidding.
anyway, rave is a nice anime, abit ecchi, but nice.
i read the manga until the end.
reaching to the end, it was nice.
but the last chapter was unsatisfying.
u noe about anime, i never like it when the main characters who died are suddenly miraculously revived by some event only god understands.
its irritating to me, really.
why cant the dead just stay dead?
aside from rurouni kenshin and code geass, i find this idea in animes like naruto, pokemon (haha, pokemon) and rave as mentioned pretty lame.
suddenly at the end the hero who supposedly dies shows up.
or suddenly by some power that revives people(and pokemon)
RAVE SPOILER!
ELIE is RESHA VALENTINE!
ok that was random.
Sunday, June 21, 2009
21062009
yes yes everyone's complaining about the extreme short amount of time we have for our holidays.
and my holidays so far has been pretty much of a whirlwind.
i havent slept, havent played enough and most importantly havent slacked enough.
and you call this a holiday!?
ahaha.
the best place to spend your holidays is probably japan, with your family or friends.
but travelling is expensive so i'd rather go to school.
its really fun to go overseas.
i wish there'd be a time i get to go overseas with both my family and friends.
of course its free and easy.
tours are alright, but most of your time is pretty much controlled.
when its free and easy, you can choose where to go on your own.
so you'd probably take a taxi to travel around the whole area.
like say, kuala lumpur, malaysia.
well, i went there a few days ago on a tour.
it was nice alright.
i decided that one day i'd come back to kl on a free and easy holiday trip.
im targeting some of you people, alright?
better be prepared to go backpacking!
ahaha.
so about the holidays, i finished and hydraulics practical report, i did some effort on the maths pbl, im checking out the soil science practicals waiting for my group mates to alert me on the report, and hoping my noise pollution practical report done by my groupmates are alrite.
whew.
that was a long sentence.
probably the summary of my worries.
haiz.
im bored.
can i call up a girl for a date?
any girl?
ok fine not any girl.
i have no idea who to call.
too many girls.
hahahahhas.
and my holidays so far has been pretty much of a whirlwind.
i havent slept, havent played enough and most importantly havent slacked enough.
and you call this a holiday!?
ahaha.
the best place to spend your holidays is probably japan, with your family or friends.
but travelling is expensive so i'd rather go to school.
its really fun to go overseas.
i wish there'd be a time i get to go overseas with both my family and friends.
of course its free and easy.
tours are alright, but most of your time is pretty much controlled.
when its free and easy, you can choose where to go on your own.
so you'd probably take a taxi to travel around the whole area.
like say, kuala lumpur, malaysia.
well, i went there a few days ago on a tour.
it was nice alright.
i decided that one day i'd come back to kl on a free and easy holiday trip.
im targeting some of you people, alright?
better be prepared to go backpacking!
ahaha.
so about the holidays, i finished and hydraulics practical report, i did some effort on the maths pbl, im checking out the soil science practicals waiting for my group mates to alert me on the report, and hoping my noise pollution practical report done by my groupmates are alrite.
whew.
that was a long sentence.
probably the summary of my worries.
haiz.
im bored.
can i call up a girl for a date?
any girl?
ok fine not any girl.
i have no idea who to call.
too many girls.
hahahahhas.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
20062009
im jealous of japan.
theres many festivals, and even more fun.
in singapore, well, its pretty boring.
not to say that its like a ghost town, but time moves to quickly here.
and time is money.
before we know it, japan would evolve into another singapore.
for some reason, i think its inevitable.
japan is like, having festivals at certain times.
girls would wear yukatas, and ask the boys to go to the fests with them.
i dont even know whether japan still has these kind of things.
i havent even been to japan before.
maybe im imagining too much, maybe japan doesnt have those kind of things.
all those thing only appear in anime or so.
things like goldfish catching, sweet eating, fireworks and stuff.
well, singapore has such places called 'pasar malam' meaning 'night market'
if u look at it, its very similar to those kind of festivals.
but then, the pasar malam has never given to me a festival feeling before.
theres no fun in it.
now in the streets, when u light up fireworks, the police may charge u for playing with fire.
especially, when u do it with ur friends.
u'll probably be charged for illegal gathering.
thats ridiculous.
yes, the rules are put up to protect us from any terrorist or so.
but is following order worth the cost of removing the joy of being human?
haiz.
its wonderful how jokes between friends can just some and go.
they say the moments last forever.
well, we will remember all the times we had.
and probably in ten years or so, we will joke about the past too.
like say how i danced a realli girlish dance,
how that girl looked asleep,
or how those guys sexually harrassed each other (ahahaha, my personal favourite)
its actually ok to forget some memories.
not all memories are important anyway.
the thing that you have to remember is that,
all these moments actually happened.
it may not go by a second time.
live life to its fullest.
theres many festivals, and even more fun.
in singapore, well, its pretty boring.
not to say that its like a ghost town, but time moves to quickly here.
and time is money.
before we know it, japan would evolve into another singapore.
for some reason, i think its inevitable.
japan is like, having festivals at certain times.
girls would wear yukatas, and ask the boys to go to the fests with them.
i dont even know whether japan still has these kind of things.
i havent even been to japan before.
maybe im imagining too much, maybe japan doesnt have those kind of things.
all those thing only appear in anime or so.
things like goldfish catching, sweet eating, fireworks and stuff.
well, singapore has such places called 'pasar malam' meaning 'night market'
if u look at it, its very similar to those kind of festivals.
but then, the pasar malam has never given to me a festival feeling before.
theres no fun in it.
now in the streets, when u light up fireworks, the police may charge u for playing with fire.
especially, when u do it with ur friends.
u'll probably be charged for illegal gathering.
thats ridiculous.
yes, the rules are put up to protect us from any terrorist or so.
but is following order worth the cost of removing the joy of being human?
haiz.
its wonderful how jokes between friends can just some and go.
they say the moments last forever.
well, we will remember all the times we had.
and probably in ten years or so, we will joke about the past too.
like say how i danced a realli girlish dance,
how that girl looked asleep,
or how those guys sexually harrassed each other (ahahaha, my personal favourite)
its actually ok to forget some memories.
not all memories are important anyway.
the thing that you have to remember is that,
all these moments actually happened.
it may not go by a second time.
live life to its fullest.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
16062009
running through the fields
feeling the wind through your hair
watching the sun fall into the horizon
and then catching the first visible star
this has not happened to me. darn it.
so the hols are a little exhausting, big deal.
an ideal hols will be going to hawaii and enjoying the sight of bikini women.
i dont think so.
its realli a waste of effort to go hawaii.
try going austraila instead.
nicer people and nicer country.
but nothing beats a good nap at home.
slacking at home is nice.
and if ure bored, call ur friend down for a walk, or go for a date.
going on dates, u nid to have a heavy wallet, each other, love, as well as mood.
dates are not cool.
they are sweet.
chicks chicks chicks.
all the way from sunday.
last sunday night i saw chicks.
yesterday night i saw chicks.
just now i just saw chicks from kfc.
and sweet sweet singapore.
theres still chicks everywhere.
i wanna eat fish instead.
rossa songs are simply wonderful.
knowing the meaning of the song brings the song to greater heights.
once i played a rossa song in my psp, it almost brought me to tears.
woohoo.
and rossa is cute.
you have to admit that she is.
although i still prefer aya hirano.
those who rule the world are either geniuses or complete idiots.
feeling the wind through your hair
watching the sun fall into the horizon
and then catching the first visible star
this has not happened to me. darn it.
so the hols are a little exhausting, big deal.
an ideal hols will be going to hawaii and enjoying the sight of bikini women.
i dont think so.
its realli a waste of effort to go hawaii.
try going austraila instead.
nicer people and nicer country.
but nothing beats a good nap at home.
slacking at home is nice.
and if ure bored, call ur friend down for a walk, or go for a date.
going on dates, u nid to have a heavy wallet, each other, love, as well as mood.
dates are not cool.
they are sweet.
chicks chicks chicks.
all the way from sunday.
last sunday night i saw chicks.
yesterday night i saw chicks.
just now i just saw chicks from kfc.
and sweet sweet singapore.
theres still chicks everywhere.
i wanna eat fish instead.
rossa songs are simply wonderful.
knowing the meaning of the song brings the song to greater heights.
once i played a rossa song in my psp, it almost brought me to tears.
woohoo.
and rossa is cute.
you have to admit that she is.
although i still prefer aya hirano.
those who rule the world are either geniuses or complete idiots.
Friday, June 5, 2009
05062009
ahaha. interesting facts.
always check the last bus correctly.
never leave ur slippers in ur clubhse.
try to wear pants with pockets to carry ur wallet and cellphone.
people who walk solo arent always emo-ing.
YAY! YAY! YAY!
finally the hols.
exams over.
but assignments are still a drag.
and there always performances.
not bad.
its fun to perform in other places u havent went to b4.
like in sec sch, i hav no idea where i was going to perform wif my malay poetry team.
it turns out to be in a library.
fun place, huh?
now im currently in a prep camp where the gorgeous peeps of wushu are preparing for the gorgeous juniors to enjoy.
and in the morning my family wants to go to johore.
yay.
so i sorta gotta rush off.
its pretty sad.
but i dun think ive told any of them that im gg off early.
hahas, let it be a shock.
stoning is the solution for moving.
always check the last bus correctly.
never leave ur slippers in ur clubhse.
try to wear pants with pockets to carry ur wallet and cellphone.
people who walk solo arent always emo-ing.
YAY! YAY! YAY!
finally the hols.
exams over.
but assignments are still a drag.
and there always performances.
not bad.
its fun to perform in other places u havent went to b4.
like in sec sch, i hav no idea where i was going to perform wif my malay poetry team.
it turns out to be in a library.
fun place, huh?
now im currently in a prep camp where the gorgeous peeps of wushu are preparing for the gorgeous juniors to enjoy.
and in the morning my family wants to go to johore.
yay.
so i sorta gotta rush off.
its pretty sad.
but i dun think ive told any of them that im gg off early.
hahas, let it be a shock.
stoning is the solution for moving.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
25052009
noooo
i did study. but not to the extent i want myself to!!!
i did my assignments, but they're not even complete!!!
exclaimation mark!!!!!!
alrighty.
my friend's hair is very long.
if i hadnt cut my hair, i'd easily compete with him.
seriously.
give him one more year and he'll start looking like dio or the guy in dragonforce.
speaking of hairdos, y did i cut my hair.
hmm i wonder.
the reason must be because pantene asked me to advertise for them.
i didnt want to so i cut my hair.
nononono this is not lame. it is serious busy. no joke.
im too handsome to be like this} says the guy thinks hes handsome.
omg my lappy hanged eight times 2dae.
how sucky is that.
even if it jams a little i can live with that.
but this hes is making my mr jackal come alive.
i'll probably turn into the hulk when i wake up next morning.
and so im off to do assignments.
yes.
to do assignments.
wishful thinking.
i did study. but not to the extent i want myself to!!!
i did my assignments, but they're not even complete!!!
exclaimation mark!!!!!!
alrighty.
my friend's hair is very long.
if i hadnt cut my hair, i'd easily compete with him.
seriously.
give him one more year and he'll start looking like dio or the guy in dragonforce.
speaking of hairdos, y did i cut my hair.
hmm i wonder.
the reason must be because pantene asked me to advertise for them.
i didnt want to so i cut my hair.
nononono this is not lame. it is serious busy. no joke.
im too handsome to be like this} says the guy thinks hes handsome.
omg my lappy hanged eight times 2dae.
how sucky is that.
even if it jams a little i can live with that.
but this hes is making my mr jackal come alive.
i'll probably turn into the hulk when i wake up next morning.
and so im off to do assignments.
yes.
to do assignments.
wishful thinking.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
16052009
its funny how i can get distracted so easily.
one minute ago i was doing an assignment.
before i knew it, im blogging!
ahaha.
two and a half weeks of word-free adventures.
wad kind of adventures are those?
maybe i climbed mount everest?
maybe i jumped down eiffel tower?
who knows.
sounds fun tho.
and scary.
and speaking of adventures, lets have a session of talking with someone i noe very much. isnt this ridiculous?
16/05/2009 10:47:56 PM Jianwei Fadhil. "hey yo dude"
16/05/2009 11:07:24 PM Fadhil. Jianwei "yo gay!"
16/05/2009 11:07:27 PM Fadhil. Jianwei "sup"
16/05/2009 11:07:44 PM Jianwei Fadhil. "thanks ar!"
16/05/2009 11:07:46 PM Jianwei Fadhil. "lolx"
16/05/2009 11:07:53 PM Fadhil. Jianwei "ahaha"
16/05/2009 11:07:57 PM Jianwei Fadhil. "i am too bored in msia"
16/05/2009 11:08:05 PM Jianwei Fadhil. "nothnig to do LOL"
16/05/2009 11:08:06 PM Jianwei Fadhil. "entertain mi"
16/05/2009 11:08:08 PM Fadhil. Jianwei "msia?"
16/05/2009 11:08:11 PM Fadhil. Jianwei "ure at hm?"
16/05/2009 11:08:20 PM Jianwei Fadhil. "haha"
16/05/2009 11:08:23 PM Jianwei Fadhil. "at my sister's house"
16/05/2009 11:08:28 PM Jianwei Fadhil. "tonioght i staying over at her place"
16/05/2009 11:08:31 PM Jianwei Fadhil. "=)"
16/05/2009 11:08:42 PM Fadhil. Jianwei "Handwritten instant messages cannot be displayed in your message history."
MY PSP SPEAKER IS AT ITS LIMIT!?
ahaha. sad.
i still have some stuff to ask my lecturer and/or classmates about my assignment.
and i am here blogging.
yay!
im SUPPOSED to mit my friend now
and so i picked up the phone and
fadhil : ahaha sorie todae got soccer match ah
zul : yah i noe, i was wondering wen u'd call
fadhil : obviously lar, manu win or draw oreadi win league title ma
zul : yah lah, and imagine IF dey lose, dey still got one more game in hand dah
fadhil : SHOCKING lehh
zul : and wads more, the game in hand is wif hull city sah
fadhil : wah lau weh dat team lousy sia
zul : manu confirm trash hull liao
fadhil : sian
zul : how?
fadhil : 2moro we mit lar dey!
zul : see first ah. maybe i lazy liao.
fadhil : go die lar.
*info* the singlish terms i obviously exaggerated in ourconversation are "ah", "ma", "yah", "lah", "dah", "lehh", "sah", "sia", "liao", "sian", "lar dey", and "lar".
i scored 100% for the singlish test for my cat. yay.
i missed out "wah lau weh".
one minute ago i was doing an assignment.
before i knew it, im blogging!
ahaha.
two and a half weeks of word-free adventures.
wad kind of adventures are those?
maybe i climbed mount everest?
maybe i jumped down eiffel tower?
who knows.
sounds fun tho.
and scary.
and speaking of adventures, lets have a session of talking with someone i noe very much. isnt this ridiculous?
16/05/2009 10:47:56 PM Jianwei Fadhil. "hey yo dude"
16/05/2009 11:07:24 PM Fadhil. Jianwei "yo gay!"
16/05/2009 11:07:27 PM Fadhil. Jianwei "sup"
16/05/2009 11:07:44 PM Jianwei Fadhil. "thanks ar!"
16/05/2009 11:07:46 PM Jianwei Fadhil. "lolx"
16/05/2009 11:07:53 PM Fadhil. Jianwei "ahaha"
16/05/2009 11:07:57 PM Jianwei Fadhil. "i am too bored in msia"
16/05/2009 11:08:05 PM Jianwei Fadhil. "nothnig to do LOL"
16/05/2009 11:08:06 PM Jianwei Fadhil. "entertain mi"
16/05/2009 11:08:08 PM Fadhil. Jianwei "msia?"
16/05/2009 11:08:11 PM Fadhil. Jianwei "ure at hm?"
16/05/2009 11:08:20 PM Jianwei Fadhil. "haha"
16/05/2009 11:08:23 PM Jianwei Fadhil. "at my sister's house"
16/05/2009 11:08:28 PM Jianwei Fadhil. "tonioght i staying over at her place"
16/05/2009 11:08:31 PM Jianwei Fadhil. "=)"
16/05/2009 11:08:42 PM Fadhil. Jianwei "Handwritten instant messages cannot be displayed in your message history."
MY PSP SPEAKER IS AT ITS LIMIT!?
ahaha. sad.
i still have some stuff to ask my lecturer and/or classmates about my assignment.
and i am here blogging.
yay!
im SUPPOSED to mit my friend now
and so i picked up the phone and
fadhil : ahaha sorie todae got soccer match ah
zul : yah i noe, i was wondering wen u'd call
fadhil : obviously lar, manu win or draw oreadi win league title ma
zul : yah lah, and imagine IF dey lose, dey still got one more game in hand dah
fadhil : SHOCKING lehh
zul : and wads more, the game in hand is wif hull city sah
fadhil : wah lau weh dat team lousy sia
zul : manu confirm trash hull liao
fadhil : sian
zul : how?
fadhil : 2moro we mit lar dey!
zul : see first ah. maybe i lazy liao.
fadhil : go die lar.
*info* the singlish terms i obviously exaggerated in ourconversation are "ah", "ma", "yah", "lah", "dah", "lehh", "sah", "sia", "liao", "sian", "lar dey", and "lar".
i scored 100% for the singlish test for my cat. yay.
i missed out "wah lau weh".
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
29042009
o.0
Federer just owned Karlovic.
in two straight sets too!
wow.
i wanna be federer.
hes so cool.
but hes not handsome.
because hes not in sp wushu.
yay.
ahaha.
class wasnt too bad.
in fact, it was pretty enjoyable.
unexpected.
i thought i'd have another horrible day.
it was alright.
i barely have time to rest these days.
so as a result i still havent recovered from the flu.
what are personas?
ok this is random.
lemme find in wiki.
...
...
...
PERSONA
A persona, in the word's everyday usage, is a social role or a character played by an actor. This is an Italian word that derives from the Latin for "mask" or "character", derived from the Etruscan word "phersu", with the same meaning. The word is also thought to be derived from Greek, "per" meaning "through" and "sona" meaning "sound", meaning something in the vein of "that through which the actor speaks", i.e. a mask (early Greek actors wore masks).
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Persona
so people have different personas.
DEBATE!
isit a good thing or a bad thing?
the good thing is, we're all unique.
thus we can get different and unique ideas.
the bad thing is, people may not understand each other.
thus it'll lead to conflicts and opposition.
funny how good stuff turn bad so easily.
and so i lived another day full of randomness and unique ideas aka crap.
and so manu's match will begin in like 2 and a half hours time.
now is midnight.
great life.
i aint gonna sleep cos my class starts at 8.
the game ends around 5.
i have to prepare for class at 6.
i have to leave the house to catch the train at 6.40.
y am i telling u my time schedule?
dunno.
maybe some pretty girl will read this and wait for me at the train?
ahahahahahahahahaha.
seriously.
Federer just owned Karlovic.
in two straight sets too!
wow.
i wanna be federer.
hes so cool.
but hes not handsome.
because hes not in sp wushu.
yay.
ahaha.
class wasnt too bad.
in fact, it was pretty enjoyable.
unexpected.
i thought i'd have another horrible day.
it was alright.
i barely have time to rest these days.
so as a result i still havent recovered from the flu.
what are personas?
ok this is random.
lemme find in wiki.
...
...
...
PERSONA
A persona, in the word's everyday usage, is a social role or a character played by an actor. This is an Italian word that derives from the Latin for "mask" or "character", derived from the Etruscan word "phersu", with the same meaning. The word is also thought to be derived from Greek, "per" meaning "through" and "sona" meaning "sound", meaning something in the vein of "that through which the actor speaks", i.e. a mask (early Greek actors wore masks).
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Persona
so people have different personas.
DEBATE!
isit a good thing or a bad thing?
the good thing is, we're all unique.
thus we can get different and unique ideas.
the bad thing is, people may not understand each other.
thus it'll lead to conflicts and opposition.
funny how good stuff turn bad so easily.
and so i lived another day full of randomness and unique ideas aka crap.
and so manu's match will begin in like 2 and a half hours time.
now is midnight.
great life.
i aint gonna sleep cos my class starts at 8.
the game ends around 5.
i have to prepare for class at 6.
i have to leave the house to catch the train at 6.40.
y am i telling u my time schedule?
dunno.
maybe some pretty girl will read this and wait for me at the train?
ahahahahahahahahaha.
seriously.
Sunday, April 26, 2009
26042009
twinkle twinkle little star~~~~
lalala...
every time i wanna write a post for this blog, i question myself.
is updating this blog regularly utterly necessary?
well, people do read it... sometimes...
PEOPLE DO READ MY BLOG DONT THEY?!
ok.
in assuming you are actually reading this blog, i want to assure you.
this blog has been created by:
FADHIL
designed by :
FADHIL (noooo!!! liessss!!!)
written by :
FADHIL
updated by :
FADHIL
celebrated by :
FADHIL
oh man.
i caught the flu.
bad cough.
bad cold.
bad voice.
good looks.
im gonna go to school 2moro bringing lotsa lotsa tissue.
geez, i hope i wont disrupt the class in any way, HAAIISHUU!!!!!!
then im gonna dance gee when that happens.
whoa hinata didnt die.
lucky.
kakashi died.
lucky- i meant tragic.
how am i supposed to noe wad telah happened to me?!
i was born good.
i grew up well.
and thanks to my frens i became healthily insane.
i like it.
ok all that came out todae was random.
its a pretty chilly nite.
or isit the fan directly in front of me?
i am The Fadhil, baby. chiao.
lalala...
every time i wanna write a post for this blog, i question myself.
is updating this blog regularly utterly necessary?
well, people do read it... sometimes...
PEOPLE DO READ MY BLOG DONT THEY?!
ok.
in assuming you are actually reading this blog, i want to assure you.
this blog has been created by:
FADHIL
designed by :
FADHIL (noooo!!! liessss!!!)
written by :
FADHIL
updated by :
FADHIL
celebrated by :
FADHIL
oh man.
i caught the flu.
bad cough.
bad cold.
bad voice.
good looks.
im gonna go to school 2moro bringing lotsa lotsa tissue.
geez, i hope i wont disrupt the class in any way, HAAIISHUU!!!!!!
then im gonna dance gee when that happens.
whoa hinata didnt die.
lucky.
kakashi died.
lucky- i meant tragic.
how am i supposed to noe wad telah happened to me?!
i was born good.
i grew up well.
and thanks to my frens i became healthily insane.
i like it.
ok all that came out todae was random.
its a pretty chilly nite.
or isit the fan directly in front of me?
i am The Fadhil, baby. chiao.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
25042009
a mess i should say.
whats done is done.
all thas left is to look forward towards the future.
yea.
maybe some stuff wont have any second chances,
but for some reason good stuff will happen to you naturally even if you don't expect
them to.
even to me too.
i don't know why.
its just some way of god saying He loves you.
sooooo.
grading test is over for my darling wushu.
yay.
and for that matter, i don't know what comes after that.
i don't know what i'll see first during training on monday.
a mad dog? (aka coach, hehehe...)
or slave driver? (aka vice-captain, lalala...)
being too laid back is noo good.
i have experimented on the effects of laid-backness and the results...
gpa nvr reach 2.0 ToT
ahaha.
so don't be lazy!
so life goes on topsy-turvy.
its great!
waay more interesting that way.
so in the end,
never give up, never surrender.
a wall can never be tall enough to stop you from doing your best.
only you can carve your own path.
whats done is done.
all thas left is to look forward towards the future.
yea.
maybe some stuff wont have any second chances,
but for some reason good stuff will happen to you naturally even if you don't expect
them to.
even to me too.
i don't know why.
its just some way of god saying He loves you.
sooooo.
grading test is over for my darling wushu.
yay.
and for that matter, i don't know what comes after that.
i don't know what i'll see first during training on monday.
a mad dog? (aka coach, hehehe...)
or slave driver? (aka vice-captain, lalala...)
being too laid back is noo good.
i have experimented on the effects of laid-backness and the results...
gpa nvr reach 2.0 ToT
ahaha.
so don't be lazy!
so life goes on topsy-turvy.
its great!
waay more interesting that way.
so in the end,
never give up, never surrender.
a wall can never be tall enough to stop you from doing your best.
only you can carve your own path.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
22042009
ok, i'll admit first impressions are important.
but what comes after that?
silence?
ok, imagine there was a teacher who is all excited because its her first class of the year with brand new students.
ok, so the students are a little rude.
wouldnt it be best to be friendly with them to earn their respect before you actually scold them of being disrespectful?
i can understand in adulthood everyone respects each other.
if thats the case i'd rather be a kid.
haizz...
oh yah.
staring can offend people.
if someone stares at me i'd be a little irritated but i'd ignore the starer.
well, being in wushu automatically puts me in the handsome category.
so im not surprised if ppl stare. (ahaha.)
but this morning i boarded the train with my buddy.
and it so happened that some kid in the early teens boarded with us.
all the way from my station to Queenstown he kept staring at us.
thank goodness he alighted earlier than us.
jealousy is a strong thing.
thats not all.
going home from school, the train was still half an hour away from home when some cute girl boarded the train.
probably shes just bored or smtg but i noticed her staring at my direction.
yet her stare is as irritating as the previous kid.
so i tried shifting myself to another side of the train.
looking at the reflection of the glass, it has been confirmed.
she was staring at me.
another bugger.
i dont hit chicks.
even if theyre cute.
but a cute chick staring at u isnt so bad- i meant it is very bad.
hahas.
ouch.
dont try doing splits on your bed.
it'll hurt.
my senior is back from new zealand!
yay!
let the extortion continue!
ahaha.
he/she left for nz 3weeks.
it was a little lonely.
but he/shes back!
cool huh, holidays in nz?
some ppl dont even get to ride on planes their whole lives.
thats a little sad.
but there always comes a time when oppotunities appear.
its just up to the person to grab it.
lalalalalalala
my wushu peeps are all handsome and beautiful ppl.
lay a finger on them and i'll brg the whole world to kill.
hello world.
but what comes after that?
silence?
ok, imagine there was a teacher who is all excited because its her first class of the year with brand new students.
ok, so the students are a little rude.
wouldnt it be best to be friendly with them to earn their respect before you actually scold them of being disrespectful?
i can understand in adulthood everyone respects each other.
if thats the case i'd rather be a kid.
haizz...
oh yah.
staring can offend people.
if someone stares at me i'd be a little irritated but i'd ignore the starer.
well, being in wushu automatically puts me in the handsome category.
so im not surprised if ppl stare. (ahaha.)
but this morning i boarded the train with my buddy.
and it so happened that some kid in the early teens boarded with us.
all the way from my station to Queenstown he kept staring at us.
thank goodness he alighted earlier than us.
jealousy is a strong thing.
thats not all.
going home from school, the train was still half an hour away from home when some cute girl boarded the train.
probably shes just bored or smtg but i noticed her staring at my direction.
yet her stare is as irritating as the previous kid.
so i tried shifting myself to another side of the train.
looking at the reflection of the glass, it has been confirmed.
she was staring at me.
another bugger.
i dont hit chicks.
even if theyre cute.
but a cute chick staring at u isnt so bad- i meant it is very bad.
hahas.
ouch.
dont try doing splits on your bed.
it'll hurt.
my senior is back from new zealand!
yay!
let the extortion continue!
ahaha.
he/she left for nz 3weeks.
it was a little lonely.
but he/shes back!
cool huh, holidays in nz?
some ppl dont even get to ride on planes their whole lives.
thats a little sad.
but there always comes a time when oppotunities appear.
its just up to the person to grab it.
lalalalalalala
my wushu peeps are all handsome and beautiful ppl.
lay a finger on them and i'll brg the whole world to kill.
hello world.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
19042009
"Do you know the meaning behind Nunnally's smile?
Why don't you get it?
Nunnally could neither see nor walk.
Thus she knew there were things in the world she couldn't do on her own.
Nunnally's smile was her only way of showing gratitude."
Lelouch Vi Britannia
Code Geass
Man i find these words super sad.
Lelouch was crying when he said this.
He and his little sister, Nunnally, was abandoned by his parents(king/queen).
Nunnally became blind and crippled in the process.
This was said when he's finishing his dying father(king).
at the end of the day, its is all anime.
and as free as i am right now im so panicking abt sch 2moro.
sch is starting. this is no joke.
everyone is like "code red, code red"
when theyre supposed to say "code geass, code geass"
it is no laughing matter.
especially when you are forced to sleep late due to a soccer game that lasts over midnight.
buggers.
sch starts at 8am and ends at 6 pm.
aft sch wud be my cca, from 6.30 to 10.
most likely i'd reach home at midnight.
and then i have to force myself to sleep the moment i reach home.
because on tuesday, class starts early as well.
ah the heck. every class starts at 8 or 9.
no life.
no romance.
no attitude.
no bullshitting.
yes.
they dont call me fadhil for nothing.
well.
its my name.
thats why they call me fadhil.
whatever that makes me happy.
ciao.
Why don't you get it?
Nunnally could neither see nor walk.
Thus she knew there were things in the world she couldn't do on her own.
Nunnally's smile was her only way of showing gratitude."
Lelouch Vi Britannia
Code Geass
Man i find these words super sad.
Lelouch was crying when he said this.
He and his little sister, Nunnally, was abandoned by his parents(king/queen).
Nunnally became blind and crippled in the process.
This was said when he's finishing his dying father(king).
at the end of the day, its is all anime.
and as free as i am right now im so panicking abt sch 2moro.
sch is starting. this is no joke.
everyone is like "code red, code red"
when theyre supposed to say "code geass, code geass"
it is no laughing matter.
especially when you are forced to sleep late due to a soccer game that lasts over midnight.
buggers.
sch starts at 8am and ends at 6 pm.
aft sch wud be my cca, from 6.30 to 10.
most likely i'd reach home at midnight.
and then i have to force myself to sleep the moment i reach home.
because on tuesday, class starts early as well.
ah the heck. every class starts at 8 or 9.
no life.
no romance.
no attitude.
no bullshitting.
yes.
they dont call me fadhil for nothing.
well.
its my name.
thats why they call me fadhil.
whatever that makes me happy.
ciao.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
08042009
haizz...
every day is a new day.
yet every day is a new age.
for instance, today is my 17th year, 8th month and 23rd day alive.
tomorrow, i will live 17 years, 8 months and 24 days.
i dont feel like a 17 years, 8 months, and 23 days old kid.
instead, i feel like im 14 years, 11 months, 29 days.
one day before my 15th birthday.
expecting something so much.
yet, it is still one day before my 15th birthday.
it hasnt reached my birthday.
just one day before.
nothing ever happens one day before my birthday.
just like every year.
and every day.
by counting months, i have done quite an amt of math.
last pointer.
what is my birthday?
every day is a new day.
yet every day is a new age.
for instance, today is my 17th year, 8th month and 23rd day alive.
tomorrow, i will live 17 years, 8 months and 24 days.
i dont feel like a 17 years, 8 months, and 23 days old kid.
instead, i feel like im 14 years, 11 months, 29 days.
one day before my 15th birthday.
expecting something so much.
yet, it is still one day before my 15th birthday.
it hasnt reached my birthday.
just one day before.
nothing ever happens one day before my birthday.
just like every year.
and every day.
by counting months, i have done quite an amt of math.
last pointer.
what is my birthday?
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
31032009
ok so i think soup operas are a waste of time.
did i even spell "soap" properly!?
ok. what if i were to pick a card to describe me out of a 52 poker card deck.
i would pick the jack of clubs. why? i dunno. cos he's some sort of a prince?
me the prince. doesnt sound too bad.
then i shall pick you as me, the prince's wife. WOO!
then you shall be a princess.
ahaha.
why am the jack of clubs? no idea.
i believe im smtg more than numbers.
and it is said that the shapes go in order like this.
weakest strongest
diamonds - clubs - hearts - spades
clubs are like the third strongest.
or the second weakest.
depending on how you look at it.
so i believe clubs are very underestimated.
okok fine i have not much of a hidden talent in me.
how wud i describe this?
im a prince of a humble country that posess potential growth.
come my princess, let us make our leave.
did i even spell "soap" properly!?
ok. what if i were to pick a card to describe me out of a 52 poker card deck.
i would pick the jack of clubs. why? i dunno. cos he's some sort of a prince?
me the prince. doesnt sound too bad.
then i shall pick you as me, the prince's wife. WOO!
then you shall be a princess.
ahaha.
why am the jack of clubs? no idea.
i believe im smtg more than numbers.
and it is said that the shapes go in order like this.
weakest strongest
diamonds - clubs - hearts - spades
clubs are like the third strongest.
or the second weakest.
depending on how you look at it.
so i believe clubs are very underestimated.
okok fine i have not much of a hidden talent in me.
how wud i describe this?
im a prince of a humble country that posess potential growth.
come my princess, let us make our leave.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
26032009
people come in all shapes and sizes.
sounds familiar?
i had a great day 2dae. yay.
not being sarcastic here but i really enjoyed today.
its basically a normal outing with my classmates.
i'd rather go out and have some fun than stay at home like a sick person.
how does it feel when u are in a murderous game and you are the murderer?
it feels awe-some.
for some reason when i played smtg like this with children, i lose.
just now i played the game with my friends. i reigned victorious.
and it feels so good to get away with it.
hahas. its just a game anyway.
it seems that many things have been kept in store for me rite now.
god must have planned exciting days for me.
whether exciting or not, when god lets me live a little longer then.
thank god. (alhamdulillah)
i havent heard from my old classmates for a while.
and im pretty excited to meet them.
im sure ive changed. better or worse.
i guess they wudnt be shocked by my long hair.
considering emo was part of my character 2 years back.
im a little worried abt one couple.
well, i do have no reason to get involved they are a little beyond me.
nothing changes then. hahas.
yay, i cant wait for training.
exercise is important. ciao.
sounds familiar?
i had a great day 2dae. yay.
not being sarcastic here but i really enjoyed today.
its basically a normal outing with my classmates.
i'd rather go out and have some fun than stay at home like a sick person.
how does it feel when u are in a murderous game and you are the murderer?
it feels awe-some.
for some reason when i played smtg like this with children, i lose.
just now i played the game with my friends. i reigned victorious.
and it feels so good to get away with it.
hahas. its just a game anyway.
it seems that many things have been kept in store for me rite now.
god must have planned exciting days for me.
whether exciting or not, when god lets me live a little longer then.
thank god. (alhamdulillah)
i havent heard from my old classmates for a while.
and im pretty excited to meet them.
im sure ive changed. better or worse.
i guess they wudnt be shocked by my long hair.
considering emo was part of my character 2 years back.
im a little worried abt one couple.
well, i do have no reason to get involved they are a little beyond me.
nothing changes then. hahas.
yay, i cant wait for training.
exercise is important. ciao.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
25032009
i guess all im good at is lazing around. heh.
its not like im a hard worker, nor a natural genius.
u can just call me a kid whose path have slightly dented.
ok maybe not slightly.
probably its a bad habit picked up after all these long 17 years.
i didnt grow up a saint, nor did i became a devil.
im just lazy. thats all.
OK.
having to do stupid things can realli get back to you pretty bad.
like to say i ran away after seeing a dead body rather than reporting to the police. ceh.
besides, decisions cant possibly be made on the spot when you are given fatal choices. for one thing, it could affect your own life or the life of others. it could save the world, it could destroy it.
we're only human for god's sake.
there are some things that clearly show the correct path but people such as myself are too lazy to take it. my excuse? "its too troublesome." do i sound like shikamaru?
but in life people take on these duties just so they can move on.
the famous "adult" life i suppose.
frankly, i'd prefer to stay a kid. preferbly at the age of 16.
no, it has nothing to do with "sweet sixteen", but it seems i like being in my last secondary school years. but technically, if i stay sixteen all my life it wouldn't be called "my last secondary school years" and it wouldn't be meaningful.
the word "last" can change the entire meaning of a sentence.
for example:-
"This is my year in secondary school," says Fidel.
this sentence can mean that Fidel believes that he would do well in that particular year in secondary school.
whereas:-
"This is my last year in secondary school," says Alex.
if you look at it, the sentence is just plain. if you give it a meaning, you can see a hint of sadness and inspiration. whether the person is trying to hide it or not.
so, i guess i havent felt the urgency to take my life seriously. to seriously have fun, or to seriously do all out on work. so, i'll stay a failure if i dont do anything abt it.
its not like im a hard worker, nor a natural genius.
u can just call me a kid whose path have slightly dented.
ok maybe not slightly.
probably its a bad habit picked up after all these long 17 years.
i didnt grow up a saint, nor did i became a devil.
im just lazy. thats all.
OK.
having to do stupid things can realli get back to you pretty bad.
like to say i ran away after seeing a dead body rather than reporting to the police. ceh.
besides, decisions cant possibly be made on the spot when you are given fatal choices. for one thing, it could affect your own life or the life of others. it could save the world, it could destroy it.
we're only human for god's sake.
there are some things that clearly show the correct path but people such as myself are too lazy to take it. my excuse? "its too troublesome." do i sound like shikamaru?
but in life people take on these duties just so they can move on.
the famous "adult" life i suppose.
frankly, i'd prefer to stay a kid. preferbly at the age of 16.
no, it has nothing to do with "sweet sixteen", but it seems i like being in my last secondary school years. but technically, if i stay sixteen all my life it wouldn't be called "my last secondary school years" and it wouldn't be meaningful.
the word "last" can change the entire meaning of a sentence.
for example:-
"This is my year in secondary school," says Fidel.
this sentence can mean that Fidel believes that he would do well in that particular year in secondary school.
whereas:-
"This is my last year in secondary school," says Alex.
if you look at it, the sentence is just plain. if you give it a meaning, you can see a hint of sadness and inspiration. whether the person is trying to hide it or not.
so, i guess i havent felt the urgency to take my life seriously. to seriously have fun, or to seriously do all out on work. so, i'll stay a failure if i dont do anything abt it.
Friday, March 20, 2009
SPECIAL MARCH SURPRISE - Dekat Padamu lyrics
Dekat Padamu (Closer To You) lyrics
Yusry
Dekat padamu… arah ingin ku tuju
Walaupun jauh akan ku tempuh
Kerana hanya sunyi yang menemani hari
Semenjak kau pergi membawa diri
Oh dekat padamu… Di sana kan bersatu
Dua jiwa yang telah terpisah
Kesetiaan yang telah kita sama ikrarkan
Ku pegang teguh… janji ku kotakan
Andai tersalah arah… berikan ku tanda
Agar kau terima yang sebaiknya
Jika cinta kita hanya sejarah lama
Sudilah ku cuba kali kedua
Walau jauh akan ku gegas berlari
Walau tinggi bisa ku terbang di langit
Walau sedalam mana akan ku selami
Kerana cinta sedalam itu mekar
bila ku dekat padamu
Dekat padamu… itu destinasiku
Tak kira apa jua kan ku terima
Harapanku kan terbuka pintu di hatimu
Dengan rela menunggu kehadiranku
Andai tersalah arah… Berikan ku tanda
Agar kau terima yang sebaiknya
Harapan mendorong ku mengusung cinta kita
Janganlah dibalas rasa kecewa
English Translation
closer to you, that is where im going
even though its far, i will bear with it
because there's only silence everyday
since you brought yourself away
oh closer to you, its where we reunite
two lives that had been separated
the sincerity that we had pledged to each other
i will hold tight, the promise that we made
if i get lost, show me the signs
so that you will receive the best
if our love is history
give us a chance to try a second time
no matter how far it is, i will run to it
no matter how high it is, i will fly to the sky
no matter how deep wherever it is, i will dive to it
because a love that deep will blossom
when i am closer to you
closer to you, that is my destination
no matter what i will face
my hope has opened the door to your heart
that is willing to wait for my presence
if i get lost, show me the signs
so that you will receive the best
my hope will teach me how to shoulder our love
don't be caught by the feeling of sadness
ok, this is a catchy song which i hear pretty often.
im sure those who noe my grades for my second language
will be shocked to hear this. den den den...
the english translation was done by me! yay me!
and even im surprised im able to comprehend this language.
ok fine. i had a teensy bit pf help from me mommy.
love you mommy!
ok and thats that. hear the song on youtube.
its pretty entertaining.
Yusry
Dekat padamu… arah ingin ku tuju
Walaupun jauh akan ku tempuh
Kerana hanya sunyi yang menemani hari
Semenjak kau pergi membawa diri
Oh dekat padamu… Di sana kan bersatu
Dua jiwa yang telah terpisah
Kesetiaan yang telah kita sama ikrarkan
Ku pegang teguh… janji ku kotakan
Andai tersalah arah… berikan ku tanda
Agar kau terima yang sebaiknya
Jika cinta kita hanya sejarah lama
Sudilah ku cuba kali kedua
Walau jauh akan ku gegas berlari
Walau tinggi bisa ku terbang di langit
Walau sedalam mana akan ku selami
Kerana cinta sedalam itu mekar
bila ku dekat padamu
Dekat padamu… itu destinasiku
Tak kira apa jua kan ku terima
Harapanku kan terbuka pintu di hatimu
Dengan rela menunggu kehadiranku
Andai tersalah arah… Berikan ku tanda
Agar kau terima yang sebaiknya
Harapan mendorong ku mengusung cinta kita
Janganlah dibalas rasa kecewa
English Translation
closer to you, that is where im going
even though its far, i will bear with it
because there's only silence everyday
since you brought yourself away
oh closer to you, its where we reunite
two lives that had been separated
the sincerity that we had pledged to each other
i will hold tight, the promise that we made
if i get lost, show me the signs
so that you will receive the best
if our love is history
give us a chance to try a second time
no matter how far it is, i will run to it
no matter how high it is, i will fly to the sky
no matter how deep wherever it is, i will dive to it
because a love that deep will blossom
when i am closer to you
closer to you, that is my destination
no matter what i will face
my hope has opened the door to your heart
that is willing to wait for my presence
if i get lost, show me the signs
so that you will receive the best
my hope will teach me how to shoulder our love
don't be caught by the feeling of sadness
ok, this is a catchy song which i hear pretty often.
im sure those who noe my grades for my second language
will be shocked to hear this. den den den...
the english translation was done by me! yay me!
and even im surprised im able to comprehend this language.
ok fine. i had a teensy bit pf help from me mommy.
love you mommy!
ok and thats that. hear the song on youtube.
its pretty entertaining.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
12032009
when you are too busy, you'd wish you're in a holiday.
when you are too free, you'd wish you're in school.
mysterious species humans are.
lets observe what an average Singaporean teenager would be doing right now.
The Fadhil. says:
heloo
what r u doing?
--baLL0on-- says:
hello!
half asleep!!!
lols!!!
The Fadhil. says:
got such thing?
then half awake doing wad?
--baLL0on-- says:
jiu very tired lor
haha!
listening to songs
The Fadhil. says:
so you listened to songs untill u're tired?
--baLL0on-- says:
no la
just come back today frm a chalet
so very tired
The Fadhil. says:
oic
nice.
yes. this is an example of people taking advantage of their friends when they feel bored.
besides, all we hav left to do all day is
- eat,
- use the computer,
- watch television,
- go out,
- or sleep.
a very average Singaporean teenage life. here are 10 ways to make your teenage life more interesting.
1 - you can shave yourself bald and start spamming ur friends about your bald head.
2 - use a broken watch to tell the time.
3 - buy an air ticket to Palestine.
4 - hijack an American NASA rocket and make your way to Pluto.
5 - swim to Malaysia.
6 - tie a rope to the twentieth story of your block and go bungee-jumping.
7 - wear a Cristiano Ronaldo jersey and enter a bar of only Liverpool fans.
8 - paint your car into Bumblebee.
9 - call a radio station and sing The Final Coundown on air.
10 - go to a police station and play house with the staff.
life isnt all exciting. thats what make it interesting.
when you are too free, you'd wish you're in school.
mysterious species humans are.
lets observe what an average Singaporean teenager would be doing right now.
The Fadhil. says:
heloo
what r u doing?
--baLL0on-- says:
hello!
half asleep!!!
lols!!!
The Fadhil. says:
got such thing?
then half awake doing wad?
--baLL0on-- says:
jiu very tired lor
haha!
listening to songs
The Fadhil. says:
so you listened to songs untill u're tired?
--baLL0on-- says:
no la
just come back today frm a chalet
so very tired
The Fadhil. says:
oic
nice.
yes. this is an example of people taking advantage of their friends when they feel bored.
besides, all we hav left to do all day is
- eat,
- use the computer,
- watch television,
- go out,
- or sleep.
a very average Singaporean teenage life. here are 10 ways to make your teenage life more interesting.
1 - you can shave yourself bald and start spamming ur friends about your bald head.
2 - use a broken watch to tell the time.
3 - buy an air ticket to Palestine.
4 - hijack an American NASA rocket and make your way to Pluto.
5 - swim to Malaysia.
6 - tie a rope to the twentieth story of your block and go bungee-jumping.
7 - wear a Cristiano Ronaldo jersey and enter a bar of only Liverpool fans.
8 - paint your car into Bumblebee.
9 - call a radio station and sing The Final Coundown on air.
10 - go to a police station and play house with the staff.
life isnt all exciting. thats what make it interesting.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
anime games edition
now is the time i express all my feelings...
... about anime and games ...
1) Lelouch Vi Britannia is my ultimate hero.
2) Bonds between family members are the most beautiful thing.
3) Being unkind doesn't neccessarily mean being the bad guy.
4) Never be as lazy as any anime character.
5) Some indirect messages in anime also occur in real life.
6) I never cry when the hero's girlfriend dies.
7) I cry when a filial son dies before his loving father.
8) I lack experience in life.
9) Izumi Konata is my favourite girl.
10) My overall best anime/game character : Zack Fair
... about anime and games ...
1) Lelouch Vi Britannia is my ultimate hero.
2) Bonds between family members are the most beautiful thing.
3) Being unkind doesn't neccessarily mean being the bad guy.
4) Never be as lazy as any anime character.
5) Some indirect messages in anime also occur in real life.
6) I never cry when the hero's girlfriend dies.
7) I cry when a filial son dies before his loving father.
8) I lack experience in life.
9) Izumi Konata is my favourite girl.
10) My overall best anime/game character : Zack Fair
Friday, February 27, 2009
27022009
if loving someone gives you courage, then tell me.
do i really love that person?
a friend asked me before.
"do you realli like her?"
such a simple question.
and oh how it makes me doubt how i feel.
haiz...
ooo i wanna eat ice cream.
but ive been eating ice cream for the past few days.
sugar alert.
okok, i'll reduce the ice cream.
in exchange, why dont i listen to emo songs?
ok, most likely the presence of sugar in my body
are the ones who keep me from being an emo-ist.
so now im really lacking sugar.
fine, i lied.
i just drank the pokka blueberry tea and apple tea.
sugar alert.
i have all the time in the world to blog
yet i only blog in nights when i feel like it.
i dont even blog about social issues such as cat murderers
(hate those people) or Edison Chen (a random celeb i thot of)
i oni blog about stuff that comes about randomly.
im a random guy. random guys like random girls.
does that math really add up?
then again. likes repel, unlikes attract.
shes too similar too me.
there i go emo again.
i want ice cream!
i guess trying to cheer myself up
is simply another form of lying to myself.
omg. hinata died. after confessing to naruto.
can i kill nagato? he killed my favourite girl in the story.
i guess stuffs in anime are also complicated.
like toradora for instance.
typical.
when i see you i run away.
when i don't see you i'll miss you.
i guess im just a coward huh?
do i really love that person?
a friend asked me before.
"do you realli like her?"
such a simple question.
and oh how it makes me doubt how i feel.
haiz...
ooo i wanna eat ice cream.
but ive been eating ice cream for the past few days.
sugar alert.
okok, i'll reduce the ice cream.
in exchange, why dont i listen to emo songs?
ok, most likely the presence of sugar in my body
are the ones who keep me from being an emo-ist.
so now im really lacking sugar.
fine, i lied.
i just drank the pokka blueberry tea and apple tea.
sugar alert.
i have all the time in the world to blog
yet i only blog in nights when i feel like it.
i dont even blog about social issues such as cat murderers
(hate those people) or Edison Chen (a random celeb i thot of)
i oni blog about stuff that comes about randomly.
im a random guy. random guys like random girls.
does that math really add up?
then again. likes repel, unlikes attract.
shes too similar too me.
there i go emo again.
i want ice cream!
i guess trying to cheer myself up
is simply another form of lying to myself.
omg. hinata died. after confessing to naruto.
can i kill nagato? he killed my favourite girl in the story.
i guess stuffs in anime are also complicated.
like toradora for instance.
typical.
when i see you i run away.
when i don't see you i'll miss you.
i guess im just a coward huh?
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
24022009
aaaaaaaah
i also wanna go japan.
my friend said she was going to Japan soon, i cant say when.
and as expected, im running around in circles.
if i miraculously find myself in Japan, i will cry.
not tears of joy. "MAMA!!!! I WANNA GO HOME!!!"
ok.
i am worried i didnt do well in school.
particularly because i get distracted too easily.
while studying, when i see an interesting person online
i'd disturb him/her.
i cant help it. its fun.
not a good thing tho.
the person may be busy or im the one supposed to be busy.
and my cat finally got a shower.
yay.
now its fur is as soft as a cat's fur.
i wanna disturb him. but im afraid he will attack me.
that is what they call
"revenge of the Fido"
or
"Fido strikes back"
woohoo.
training.
im thinking of setting up a training regime for myself.
20 sit ups.
20 sets of punches.
20 pushups
1 minute of mabu (suspending my butt 50 centimetres in the mid air
20 )front kicks
20 inner cresent kicks
20 outer cresent kicks
front, left and right splits
3 sets of my san duan routine
10 sets of my san duan dao routine
like hell im gonna do all that.
zzzz.
woo
manu's game is in an hour.
and my friend is finding a new phone for himself.
and he just decided to buy the motorola razr 2 v9
hahas.
some people got exams. luckily mine oreadi ended.
and im enjoying my free time at home.
home is where there are people who love you.
if you're alone, no one other than yourself can change that.
i also wanna go japan.
my friend said she was going to Japan soon, i cant say when.
and as expected, im running around in circles.
if i miraculously find myself in Japan, i will cry.
not tears of joy. "MAMA!!!! I WANNA GO HOME!!!"
ok.
i am worried i didnt do well in school.
particularly because i get distracted too easily.
while studying, when i see an interesting person online
i'd disturb him/her.
i cant help it. its fun.
not a good thing tho.
the person may be busy or im the one supposed to be busy.
and my cat finally got a shower.
yay.
now its fur is as soft as a cat's fur.
i wanna disturb him. but im afraid he will attack me.
that is what they call
"revenge of the Fido"
or
"Fido strikes back"
woohoo.
training.
im thinking of setting up a training regime for myself.
20 sit ups.
20 sets of punches.
20 pushups
1 minute of mabu (suspending my butt 50 centimetres in the mid air
20 )front kicks
20 inner cresent kicks
20 outer cresent kicks
front, left and right splits
3 sets of my san duan routine
10 sets of my san duan dao routine
like hell im gonna do all that.
zzzz.
woo
manu's game is in an hour.
and my friend is finding a new phone for himself.
and he just decided to buy the motorola razr 2 v9
hahas.
some people got exams. luckily mine oreadi ended.
and im enjoying my free time at home.
home is where there are people who love you.
if you're alone, no one other than yourself can change that.
Thursday, February 19, 2009
19022009
how terrifying, he mistook a you for a toy pig.
omg i just downloaded da best games ever. rite now in my psp i have seven of da best ps1 rpg games existed. and theres more coming.
oh yea. exam tomorrow. yay. last paper. WOOHOO!!! the moment the clock strikes at 8pm.
all hell breaks loose. i hear one of my fren is planning to take off his/her jacket and pants after the paper. is he/she insane or wad? (onlie until i heard it was a song from blink 182)
yay. the oncoming holidays. wat to do? easy.
CRASH PPL'S CRIBS.
woo.
and we're planning to spend a night or 2 playing an rpg game to complete it as close to 12 hours.
that is what games are made for.
leisure.
there are times when people are stressed out. so people play games.
there are also times when people are bored. and so they play games.
lastly, there are people like myself who are not supposed to play games.
well, i dun play. i blog instead.
GAMES GAMES GAMES.
at least its better than people crying out their miserable little lives.
dont get me wrong. i do complain sometimes. ok, fine, i complain alot.
that makes me a singaporean. but i havta study. whether i like it (wishful thinking) or not.
yay. i broke a screw. wait. i broke many screws. yea. so did my fren. shes obviously smarter than me. but i think we broke than same amount of screws. so shes still smarter than me.
OK. resume studying. y am i blogging in the first place?
oh yah. Princess Garnet Til Alexandros is damn cute.
so are Girls Generation.
never thought i'd say that, tho.
end of story.
omg i just downloaded da best games ever. rite now in my psp i have seven of da best ps1 rpg games existed. and theres more coming.
oh yea. exam tomorrow. yay. last paper. WOOHOO!!! the moment the clock strikes at 8pm.
all hell breaks loose. i hear one of my fren is planning to take off his/her jacket and pants after the paper. is he/she insane or wad? (onlie until i heard it was a song from blink 182)
yay. the oncoming holidays. wat to do? easy.
CRASH PPL'S CRIBS.
woo.
and we're planning to spend a night or 2 playing an rpg game to complete it as close to 12 hours.
that is what games are made for.
leisure.
there are times when people are stressed out. so people play games.
there are also times when people are bored. and so they play games.
lastly, there are people like myself who are not supposed to play games.
well, i dun play. i blog instead.
GAMES GAMES GAMES.
at least its better than people crying out their miserable little lives.
dont get me wrong. i do complain sometimes. ok, fine, i complain alot.
that makes me a singaporean. but i havta study. whether i like it (wishful thinking) or not.
yay. i broke a screw. wait. i broke many screws. yea. so did my fren. shes obviously smarter than me. but i think we broke than same amount of screws. so shes still smarter than me.
OK. resume studying. y am i blogging in the first place?
oh yah. Princess Garnet Til Alexandros is damn cute.
so are Girls Generation.
never thought i'd say that, tho.
end of story.
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Lifehouse - Everything
Lifehouse
Everything lyrics
Find me here
And speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me to the place
Where I find peace again
You are the strength
That keeps me walking
You are the hope
That keeps me trusting
You are the light to my soul
You are my purpose
You're everything
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
You calm the storms
And you give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fall
You steal my heart
When you take my breath away
Would you take me in take me deeper now
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
Cause you're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
Everything, everything
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better any better than this
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
Everything lyrics
Find me here
And speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me to the place
Where I find peace again
You are the strength
That keeps me walking
You are the hope
That keeps me trusting
You are the light to my soul
You are my purpose
You're everything
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
You calm the storms
And you give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fall
You steal my heart
When you take my breath away
Would you take me in take me deeper now
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
Cause you're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
Everything, everything
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better any better than this
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
08022009
Fadhil. says:
WOO I AM HOT
Fadhil. says:
or rather just being full of myself
Fadhil. says:
hahas
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
hahhas
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
okaaae
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
ill take it tat ure a positive thinker
Fadhil. says:
hahas
Fadhil. says:
if im being positive
Fadhil. says:
imagine
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
hmmph?
Fadhil. says:
i just got knocked down by a car
Fadhil. says:
my skull has cracked
Fadhil. says:
my head is all red
Fadhil. says:
and i say
Fadhil. says:
"wow red rain, im impressed"
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
two words
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
ure mad
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
fadhil
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
stp making my imaginations run wild
Fadhil. says:
hahahaha
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
im kinda pretty good with imagining things you noe
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
so
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
its scary
Fadhil. says:
ok
Fadhil. says:
i'll think of smtg not so violent
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
okaae
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
tell miie tell miee
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
Fadhil. says:
positive thinking
Fadhil. says:
when u are late for class
Fadhil. says:
believe that
Fadhil. says:
biar lambat asal selamat
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
HAHAHAH
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
ure crazy
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
my sch
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
if late
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
u go fr detention till 6!
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
n
Fadhil. says:
wooo!
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
by the time i reach hm will be like 9 or plus plus??
Fadhil. says:
hahas
Fadhil. says:
want me to pick u up???
Fadhil. says:
(eyebrows goes up and down)
Fadhil. says:
hahahahhahahhaha
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
HAHAHAHA
Fadhil. says:
ok im crazy
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
dude ure crazy
Fadhil. says:
like u said
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
yea
just the funny ppl we mit in life. jiayou!^_^
WOO I AM HOT
Fadhil. says:
or rather just being full of myself
Fadhil. says:
hahas
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
hahhas
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
okaaae
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
ill take it tat ure a positive thinker
Fadhil. says:
hahas
Fadhil. says:
if im being positive
Fadhil. says:
imagine
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
hmmph?
Fadhil. says:
i just got knocked down by a car
Fadhil. says:
my skull has cracked
Fadhil. says:
my head is all red
Fadhil. says:
and i say
Fadhil. says:
"wow red rain, im impressed"
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
two words
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
ure mad
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
fadhil
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
stp making my imaginations run wild
Fadhil. says:
hahahaha
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
im kinda pretty good with imagining things you noe
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
so
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
its scary
Fadhil. says:
ok
Fadhil. says:
i'll think of smtg not so violent
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
okaae
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
tell miie tell miee
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
Fadhil. says:
positive thinking
Fadhil. says:
when u are late for class
Fadhil. says:
believe that
Fadhil. says:
biar lambat asal selamat
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
HAHAHAH
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
ure crazy
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
my sch
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
if late
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
u go fr detention till 6!
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
n
Fadhil. says:
wooo!
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
by the time i reach hm will be like 9 or plus plus??
Fadhil. says:
hahas
Fadhil. says:
want me to pick u up???
Fadhil. says:
(eyebrows goes up and down)
Fadhil. says:
hahahahhahahhaha
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
HAHAHAHA
Fadhil. says:
ok im crazy
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
dude ure crazy
Fadhil. says:
like u said
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
yea
just the funny ppl we mit in life. jiayou!^_^
Thursday, February 5, 2009
05022009
i havent forgotten how it felt that way.
oh, how sweet and joyous those times when we met.
the first time i laid my eyes on you.
i knew, i had fallen in love with you.
stand by me, stay with me, never let this feeling end.
for if i ever let go of your blessing.
to lose my beloved ice cream, no, i dont think i can.
hahas.
funny how romance can be out into ur sweet tongue.
romance is pretty nice too.
aaargh i want some romance!
geez, i feel like im in a love-comedy anime that goes nowhere.
ok, im just hallucinating.
omg exams are coming.
yet i still have time to blog.
i think i have time to study.
unless if im pretty bored.
Hayate : "i will protect you, milady."
Gintoki : "in life, we're not the readers. we're the authors."
Kenshin : "i cant undo my past, but i can try to make a better future."
Naruto : "i got tired of crying just because im alone."
ichigo : "u wont know how worried the others are if ure alone."
my frens all wanna play mahh jongg.
woo! and i wanna date this girl! haizzz.
cant seem to say it to her. emo. omg. if ure reading. "I LOVE YOU!!!"
ahem. pancakes. ahh. make me some. ^_^
valentines* valentines* music* bells*
well i dont believe in valentines anyway.
is this the day when cupid works overtime?
i wonder how much he gets for OT.
ooo, money making day valentines is!
i shall also start my romance on valentine's day... with money- muneh- dinerro.
haizz. i dont hink she would ever look at my way.
oh well.
oh, how sweet and joyous those times when we met.
the first time i laid my eyes on you.
i knew, i had fallen in love with you.
stand by me, stay with me, never let this feeling end.
for if i ever let go of your blessing.
to lose my beloved ice cream, no, i dont think i can.
hahas.
funny how romance can be out into ur sweet tongue.
romance is pretty nice too.
aaargh i want some romance!
geez, i feel like im in a love-comedy anime that goes nowhere.
ok, im just hallucinating.
omg exams are coming.
yet i still have time to blog.
i think i have time to study.
unless if im pretty bored.
Hayate : "i will protect you, milady."
Gintoki : "in life, we're not the readers. we're the authors."
Kenshin : "i cant undo my past, but i can try to make a better future."
Naruto : "i got tired of crying just because im alone."
ichigo : "u wont know how worried the others are if ure alone."
my frens all wanna play mahh jongg.
woo! and i wanna date this girl! haizzz.
cant seem to say it to her. emo. omg. if ure reading. "I LOVE YOU!!!"
ahem. pancakes. ahh. make me some. ^_^
valentines* valentines* music* bells*
well i dont believe in valentines anyway.
is this the day when cupid works overtime?
i wonder how much he gets for OT.
ooo, money making day valentines is!
i shall also start my romance on valentine's day... with money- muneh- dinerro.
haizz. i dont hink she would ever look at my way.
oh well.
Monday, January 26, 2009
26012009
whats shit messing with crap? cows.
i dont noe a bloody thing and have absolutely no interest in finding out.
after all im just a bloody passerby whos at his limits of endurance.
words ive sealed for years are starting to come back.
actions ive nvr done r tempted to break out.
i wanna break. hit stuff. maybe tear myself apart.
whats the use? ive been turned to sand oreadi.
a final blow straight to where it hurts most effortlessly.
i cant feel a thing. why the hell are my hands numb?
whats with this bull?
down the drain with shits all over your head.
drowned in anger. drenched in hatred. death with misery. rebirth with vengeance.
i dont noe a bloody thing and have absolutely no interest in finding out.
after all im just a bloody passerby whos at his limits of endurance.
words ive sealed for years are starting to come back.
actions ive nvr done r tempted to break out.
i wanna break. hit stuff. maybe tear myself apart.
whats the use? ive been turned to sand oreadi.
a final blow straight to where it hurts most effortlessly.
i cant feel a thing. why the hell are my hands numb?
whats with this bull?
down the drain with shits all over your head.
drowned in anger. drenched in hatred. death with misery. rebirth with vengeance.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
21012009
hopes of me reflected in her eyes have fallen.
do i do stuff that do not give any msg?
even if i tie a silver string on it she still wont notice.
yea, well even if it doesnt come in gold, gold is nothing next to it.
after all, it cant be seen, heard, scented, tasted or touched.
if i feel how i feel, how do i know that its real?
when will this be over?
am i eternally hallucinating?
illutions are a bliss. should i awaken will i disappear.
for souls do not return once theyre gone.
drifting away in the bottomless ocean.
do i do stuff that do not give any msg?
even if i tie a silver string on it she still wont notice.
yea, well even if it doesnt come in gold, gold is nothing next to it.
after all, it cant be seen, heard, scented, tasted or touched.
if i feel how i feel, how do i know that its real?
when will this be over?
am i eternally hallucinating?
illutions are a bliss. should i awaken will i disappear.
for souls do not return once theyre gone.
drifting away in the bottomless ocean.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
14012009
hey there! its seems i found more wasted time to blog instead of study.
chewing gum to me is is smoking to black monkey i know. yes. hes black inside and outside (laughs) addictions are easy to pick up, but hard to leave off. rite now im chewing gum. dont ask me where i got, some pretty girl decided to do me a favour. dont ask me for some either cos the one im chewing is my last one.
whenever i hear the song "i believe i can fly" being played anywhere i cant help but to let my imagination go wild. he seems to believe he can fly if he believes. so i imagine him jumping off a cliff. he dies falling. yay.
i sorta like cooking. ok my cooking's not as great as my sister's but hey, i cook whenever no ones ard. its cool really how i make simple dishes out of what i can find in the kitchen. (and it does NOT include chewing gum)
most of the time i whip up smtg when i feel sad. then eating the food i wud drown in an emotional state. -_-''' but whenever i cook smtg when im happy, i get hyper, and i thus err- get hyper?
i hate doing reports. yet i still have 2 of em due this week. i was supposed to hand in all 3 last wk. ahh the heck. i havent handed in 2 assignments either.
can anyone tell me wat to do when my lips feel like theyre gonna bleed? ahh i bit my tongue. smone must be talking bad abt me, hehehe. well, im sleeping and its 2.30 in the morning acording to my clock. i hope everything 2moro makes sense.
lies are excuses to hide the truth.
chewing gum to me is is smoking to black monkey i know. yes. hes black inside and outside (laughs) addictions are easy to pick up, but hard to leave off. rite now im chewing gum. dont ask me where i got, some pretty girl decided to do me a favour. dont ask me for some either cos the one im chewing is my last one.
whenever i hear the song "i believe i can fly" being played anywhere i cant help but to let my imagination go wild. he seems to believe he can fly if he believes. so i imagine him jumping off a cliff. he dies falling. yay.
i sorta like cooking. ok my cooking's not as great as my sister's but hey, i cook whenever no ones ard. its cool really how i make simple dishes out of what i can find in the kitchen. (and it does NOT include chewing gum)
most of the time i whip up smtg when i feel sad. then eating the food i wud drown in an emotional state. -_-''' but whenever i cook smtg when im happy, i get hyper, and i thus err- get hyper?
i hate doing reports. yet i still have 2 of em due this week. i was supposed to hand in all 3 last wk. ahh the heck. i havent handed in 2 assignments either.
can anyone tell me wat to do when my lips feel like theyre gonna bleed? ahh i bit my tongue. smone must be talking bad abt me, hehehe. well, im sleeping and its 2.30 in the morning acording to my clock. i hope everything 2moro makes sense.
lies are excuses to hide the truth.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
13012009
ok. being sad makes us human. im feeling sad right now cos some friend of mine is depressed for whatsoever reason. still the fact that shes sad make me sad too. its pretty hard to tell in person that that person is sad. yet when we dont meet its easier to express how we feel. tho im dunno whether im being honest or not.
o level results are out! it has nothing to do with me tho.
the thing abt ppl is that when they do smtg, all they want are results. most ppl dislike studying so hard, yet they do so to achieve high scores in exams. most ppl dislike working so hard either, yet they do so to be promoted to receive enough pay to support their families.
speaking of which im one of the few who wants to achieve smtg, but barely does anything to our goals. i wanna do smtg. i hav do idea what is holding me back.
chicks rule the underworld. i rule the rest. sayo.
o level results are out! it has nothing to do with me tho.
the thing abt ppl is that when they do smtg, all they want are results. most ppl dislike studying so hard, yet they do so to achieve high scores in exams. most ppl dislike working so hard either, yet they do so to be promoted to receive enough pay to support their families.
speaking of which im one of the few who wants to achieve smtg, but barely does anything to our goals. i wanna do smtg. i hav do idea what is holding me back.
chicks rule the underworld. i rule the rest. sayo.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
11012009
im watching manu.
yep, watching manu.
wow, manu is so cute- wait, thats my cat.
now i see strawberries.
ok, nothing realli is coming up.
my friend said he/she is not supposed to be blogging. yet blogging temps him/her even more. Note : that i dont even know who this friend is. yea im somewhat the same. now im wondering when can manu ever get their rythm rite. ok, that was just another gay random crap. i guess teens in spore usually have the same problems. yea.
another issue is about sleeping late despite having school them next day. yea. just like what im doing rite now. what the chinese say : Sianzzz
chelsea u shud give up and die.
ok thats the last random thing i'll say.
good nite.
yep, watching manu.
wow, manu is so cute- wait, thats my cat.
now i see strawberries.
ok, nothing realli is coming up.
my friend said he/she is not supposed to be blogging. yet blogging temps him/her even more. Note : that i dont even know who this friend is. yea im somewhat the same. now im wondering when can manu ever get their rythm rite. ok, that was just another gay random crap. i guess teens in spore usually have the same problems. yea.
another issue is about sleeping late despite having school them next day. yea. just like what im doing rite now. what the chinese say : Sianzzz
chelsea u shud give up and die.
ok thats the last random thing i'll say.
good nite.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
01012009
although alot of things had happened, i havent been in the mood to tell them.
theyre boring, anyway.
oh yea.
i play cards with my cat.
i lost at taitee, blackjack, poker and twenty-four.
yay.
maybe i should take my cat to a casino and win big bucks with it.
too bad my cat is under-12.
figures.
theyre boring, anyway.
oh yea.
i play cards with my cat.
i lost at taitee, blackjack, poker and twenty-four.
yay.
maybe i should take my cat to a casino and win big bucks with it.
too bad my cat is under-12.
figures.
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