27022009

if loving someone gives you courage, then tell me.
do i really love that person?
a friend asked me before.
"do you realli like her?"
such a simple question.
and oh how it makes me doubt how i feel.
haiz...

ooo i wanna eat ice cream.
but ive been eating ice cream for the past few days.
sugar alert.
okok, i'll reduce the ice cream.
in exchange, why dont i listen to emo songs?
ok, most likely the presence of sugar in my body
are the ones who keep me from being an emo-ist.
so now im really lacking sugar.
fine, i lied.
i just drank the pokka blueberry tea and apple tea.
sugar alert.
i have all the time in the world to blog
yet i only blog in nights when i feel like it.
i dont even blog about social issues such as cat murderers
(hate those people) or Edison Chen (a random celeb i thot of)
i oni blog about stuff that comes about randomly.
im a random guy. random guys like random girls.
does that math really add up?
then again. likes repel, unlikes attract.
shes too similar too me.
there i go emo again.

i want ice cream!
i guess trying to cheer myself up
is simply another form of lying to myself.
omg. hinata died. after confessing to naruto.
can i kill nagato? he killed my favourite girl in the story.
i guess stuffs in anime are also complicated.
like toradora for instance.
typical.

when i see you i run away.
when i don't see you i'll miss you.

i guess im just a coward huh?

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aaaaaaaah
i also wanna go japan.
my friend said she was going to Japan soon, i cant say when.
and as expected, im running around in circles.
if i miraculously find myself in Japan, i will cry.
not tears of joy. "MAMA!!!! I WANNA GO HOME!!!"

ok.

i am worried i didnt do well in school.
particularly because i get distracted too easily.
while studying, when i see an interesting person online
i'd disturb him/her.
i cant help it. its fun.
not a good thing tho.
the person may be busy or im the one supposed to be busy.

and my cat finally got a shower.
yay.
now its fur is as soft as a cat's fur.
i wanna disturb him. but im afraid he will attack me.
that is what they call
"revenge of the Fido"
or
"Fido strikes back"

woohoo.
training.
im thinking of setting up a training regime for myself.
20 sit ups.
20 sets of punches.
20 pushups
1 minute of mabu (suspending my butt 50 centimetres in the mid air
20 )front kicks
20 inner cresent kicks
20 outer cresent kicks
front, left and right splits
3 sets of my san duan routine
10 sets of my san duan dao routine

like hell im gonna do all that.
zzzz.
woo
manu's game is in an hour.
and my friend is finding a new phone for himself.
and he just decided to buy the motorola razr 2 v9
hahas.

some people got exams. luckily mine oreadi ended.
and im enjoying my free time at home.
home is where there are people who love you.
if you're alone, no one other than yourself can change that.

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how terrifying, he mistook a you for a toy pig.

omg i just downloaded da best games ever. rite now in my psp i have seven of da best ps1 rpg games existed. and theres more coming.

oh yea. exam tomorrow. yay. last paper. WOOHOO!!! the moment the clock strikes at 8pm.
all hell breaks loose. i hear one of my fren is planning to take off his/her jacket and pants after the paper. is he/she insane or wad? (onlie until i heard it was a song from blink 182)

yay. the oncoming holidays. wat to do? easy.

CRASH PPL'S CRIBS.
woo.

and we're planning to spend a night or 2 playing an rpg game to complete it as close to 12 hours.

that is what games are made for.
leisure.

there are times when people are stressed out. so people play games.
there are also times when people are bored. and so they play games.
lastly, there are people like myself who are not supposed to play games.
well, i dun play. i blog instead.

GAMES GAMES GAMES.
at least its better than people crying out their miserable little lives.
dont get me wrong. i do complain sometimes. ok, fine, i complain alot.
that makes me a singaporean. but i havta study. whether i like it (wishful thinking) or not.

yay. i broke a screw. wait. i broke many screws. yea. so did my fren. shes obviously smarter than me. but i think we broke than same amount of screws. so shes still smarter than me.

OK. resume studying. y am i blogging in the first place?
oh yah. Princess Garnet Til Alexandros is damn cute.
so are Girls Generation.
never thought i'd say that, tho.

end of story.

Lifehouse - Everything

Lifehouse
Everything lyrics

Find me here
And speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me to the place
Where I find peace again

You are the strength
That keeps me walking
You are the hope
That keeps me trusting
You are the light to my soul
You are my purpose
You're everything

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this

You calm the storms
And you give me rest
You hold me in your hands
You won't let me fall
You steal my heart
When you take my breath away
Would you take me in take me deeper now

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this

Cause you're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything, everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
Everything, everything

And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better any better than this
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this

08022009

Fadhil. says:
WOO I AM HOT
Fadhil. says:
or rather just being full of myself
Fadhil. says:
hahas
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
hahhas
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
okaaae
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
ill take it tat ure a positive thinker
Fadhil. says:
hahas
Fadhil. says:
if im being positive
Fadhil. says:
imagine
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
hmmph?
Fadhil. says:
i just got knocked down by a car
Fadhil. says:
my skull has cracked
Fadhil. says:
my head is all red
Fadhil. says:
and i say
Fadhil. says:
"wow red rain, im impressed"
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
two words
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
ure mad
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
fadhil
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
stp making my imaginations run wild
Fadhil. says:
hahahaha
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
im kinda pretty good with imagining things you noe
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
so
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
its scary
Fadhil. says:
ok
Fadhil. says:
i'll think of smtg not so violent
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
okaae
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
tell miie tell miee
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:

Fadhil. says:
positive thinking
Fadhil. says:
when u are late for class
Fadhil. says:
believe that
Fadhil. says:
biar lambat asal selamat
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
HAHAHAH
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
ure crazy
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
my sch
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
if late
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
u go fr detention till 6!
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
n
Fadhil. says:
wooo!
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
by the time i reach hm will be like 9 or plus plus??
Fadhil. says:
hahas
Fadhil. says:
want me to pick u up???
Fadhil. says:
(eyebrows goes up and down)
Fadhil. says:
hahahahhahahhaha
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
HAHAHAHA
Fadhil. says:
ok im crazy
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
dude ure crazy
Fadhil. says:
like u said
''superman - The Kill. Damn these memories says:
yea



just the funny ppl we mit in life. jiayou!^_^

05022009

i havent forgotten how it felt that way.

oh, how sweet and joyous those times when we met.

the first time i laid my eyes on you.

i knew, i had fallen in love with you.

stand by me, stay with me, never let this feeling end.

for if i ever let go of your blessing.

to lose my beloved ice cream, no, i dont think i can.



hahas.
funny how romance can be out into ur sweet tongue.
romance is pretty nice too.
aaargh i want some romance!
geez, i feel like im in a love-comedy anime that goes nowhere.
ok, im just hallucinating.

omg exams are coming.
yet i still have time to blog.
i think i have time to study.
unless if im pretty bored.

Hayate : "i will protect you, milady."
Gintoki : "in life, we're not the readers. we're the authors."
Kenshin : "i cant undo my past, but i can try to make a better future."
Naruto : "i got tired of crying just because im alone."
ichigo : "u wont know how worried the others are if ure alone."

my frens all wanna play mahh jongg.
woo! and i wanna date this girl! haizzz.
cant seem to say it to her. emo. omg. if ure reading. "I LOVE YOU!!!"
ahem. pancakes. ahh. make me some. ^_^

valentines* valentines* music* bells*

well i dont believe in valentines anyway.
is this the day when cupid works overtime?
i wonder how much he gets for OT.
ooo, money making day valentines is!
i shall also start my romance on valentine's day... with money- muneh- dinerro.

haizz. i dont hink she would ever look at my way.
oh well.