25102008

woohoo. life is so great. endless problems and obstacles. excellent.

omg its been a while since ive hung out with my old classmates. they are like, the craziest people (becos ive been meeting other crazy ppl, so my old buddies are still top notch)! yea, it was awesome. first we started by gaying around. then we talk. abt wat? girls lar!!! hahas just kidding. those buggers are just like me. when it comes to girls, CODE RED, CHANGE SUBJECT!!!! hahas, yea right. anyway, there was like a WHOLE LOT OF FOOD. it wud definitely be my heaven... ...if i were to be hungry. then then, we spent most of the time cooking. so i was enjoying the sight and smell if the wth bbq-ed chick chop and the chilli wings wth. yah. cos they were cooking randomly so we alternately changed shifts. tiring lar, but staying in the chef's seat is pretty fun. seriously, you get to control what your friends eat, hahahahahas... then the day came to night and the picture-taking session began. and so, we casually made our million-dollar extravagant faces look like formal idiots in one dollar pictures. how great is that??? plus, the gay pictures piled up. it was idiotically brilliant. then we came to the point where everyone is tired taking pictures, so we all sat down for a normal unusual japanese tutorial section. yes, our friend who speaks japanese taught us a few words. the weird thing is, i recalled that 70% of the words he was asked to teach were words that wud realli get to the user (aka stuff like @#$%) yea. the buggers asked for words that were beyond my ears. seriously. well i am part of the gang :p so i did ask for words like "shi-ne" hahas. hilarious, they were. so i brought home a lot of chicks. yea. spicy red-hot chicks. omg, they were nice. the feel of it when you come in contact with their skin. chicken wings...

yea, sarcasm is an awesome art. but there are limitations to sarcasm, well, thats obvious. i may have crossed the line of sarcasm before so i shall apologize if i had offended any of you readers before. anyway, lets get sarcastic! its after all, one of the greatest things in life. part of my life would have disappeared without it. there you go. it has come to the point where i have no ideas of what to rite. yep, i absolutely have some idea, or rather no idea of how you readers feel. boring, it definitely is.. not.

muahahahaha. now that i have brainwashed your mind, lets get to the extra part of the post now! ^_^
Sarcasm is just one more service we offer.

Harry went out to dinner with his friends Larry, Barry, and Gary. Harry sat across from Gary. At Gary's right, opposite Barry, sat Larry. When the waiter came for their orders, Larry and Barry ordered steak. Gary chose fish, and Harry (who likes to be difficult) ordered like this: "Unless the man at the left of the man opposite the man who ordered fish is not having what the man across from the man at the right of the man at my left is having, then I'll have what the man across from the man at the right of the man opposite me ordered. Otherwise, bring me the fettucine alfredo." Assuming "right" and "left" is from the viewpoint of the diners, what did Harry order?

You can find the answer from the previous post.

21102008

im realli pissed 2dae. dunno whether its cos of my pride or ego. well, i like to think, and due to that i think alot, or maybe i think too much.

just now in class, the was a practical lesson and we were to examine the experiment carried out by the lab person. so we were all casually watching and writing down notes. so at one point i noticed that a certain condition that is required for a more accurate reading. of course after a second of thinking i knew why it had to be that way. but while thinking i actually said the reason out loud subconsciously. then my friend commented "yah dont talk too much, i dont really care." well, it may sound insignificant, but i deeply feel i disturbed by him and a sudden surge of anger grew into me. after that i look at him i was thinking "it was my bloody explanation and you, a piece of crap, have no brainpower to accept facts." so i ignored him for the rest of the day, putting on a crappy face.

that dude is my friend, but he pisses me off alot. sometimes i say hes ok, then later i want him out of my face. i dunno, he says words that hurt my pride pretty easily. which is y im asking, isit my pride or my ego? and so im now reflecting as i always do. i wanna feel that all this is chidish, but i realli feel hate towards him now. i dunno. when i think of his face i feel like i dont recognise him anymore, y the heck am i feeling like this only god knows...

btw, for every thing that happens in life, regardless whether good or bad, theres always an effect. its smtg like karma, but malays call it 'hikmah'. im not sure what hikmah is going to appear but im gonna remain patient. well, this probably happened cos i did smtg bad, and this was the way of passing judgement to me. i dunno, there are possibilities.

it seems im also into this kind of destiny stuffs. destiny, yes, refers to the written future, but the future we want can only be written down if we write it. say you are trapped in a house of burning fire, and you are alone. it may sound like your fate is sealed, but what if you run through the debris, burn yourself a little, but manage to get away alive. there. you just wrote your own destiny. when it comes to love (wooo hot topic) u may never know until u actually ask your topic of love of their feelings. well, actually, who am i to talk. i lost my heart to this girl, aww man shes
so crazy and cute (kakaks shuttup) and im so afraid to tell her my feelings. well, all i can say is i will try someday, and if it doesnt work out, then thats destiny, or maybe i work my way into her heart. heee ^_^

answer :
What he essentially said to the waiter was: "If Larry ordered the same thing as Gary, I'll have steak." Since Larry ordered steak and Gary ordered fish, Harry does not get steak.

20102008

yea! wushu training is back! awesome. i was begining to feel stiff watching anime at home. but then again i wasnt able to write many posts cos i was pretty busy these days. i stil got to edit a report and practice math. how great is that. well the practising math part isnt really compulsory, but i cant possibly leave out math to other modules. being good in math does not mean u are naturally talented or smtg. its abt consistency. (well, a prodigy is a different case) if i consistently practise math then theres a better chance i will do well. rather than doing it once a week and forgetting all the formulas thought.

ok, i just got a new mouse recently. seems it sped up my work two fold. really cool. and its cheap! (for a mouse) u noe abt the shops in our neighbourhood areas, normally (this is my opinion) the prices of merchandise are overpriced. yes i understand that our economy is in a crisis, but i only wanna compare it to the old times, when a coke costed 10 cents, maybe cheaper. how the value can rose to a dollar? our historical economy says it all. well, idont have a clue so dont ask me.

smtg has been bugging me. im losing money. and fast. well this is a common problem to us teenagers and our fellow twenteens (age 20+) cos we all wanna go out with our friends like to play pool or karaoke, movies or shopping, its all the same. but there are people as young as 14 who already start working to support their families. whether to pity them or help them is up to ur opinion, but those kind of people who work hard enough to succeed, i salute them. sure, life is tough. but what u do is the one which actually defines u. (sound familiar? batman : it is not what i am but what i do is the one that defines me.) in the end, u will be rewarded, god willing. if not then u just hav to reflect on y u r not rewarded, and work earnestly to succeed. my case : i just gotta diet and save up ^_^

hahas so, another special item i shall add for tonite. may sound sentimental, and maybe unlike me, nut i found it pretty sweet. Enjoy ^_^.

LOVE

I am so in love In love with Joy In love with happiness In love with anger In love with frustration In love with Tears In love with Me.

I love love
love is fruitful
Love is Kind
Love is Motivating
Love is Comforting
Love is love

I hate Love
Love is painful
Love is heartbreaking
Love is deadly
Love is poisonous
Love is Evil

Hey stop it
Love is like what
I don't know
All I know is Love is Love
so say all you want
But I know Love is
and I love love
I love me & you

Sheikh Hina Yasmeen

14102008

remember, u shud nvr underestimate the power of sleeping. really. just when i thought waking up at 7 was too early for a 12 o'clock class, before i knew it, the clock had reached 11.30. so i was like thinking "wth wth omg omg" and so i ended up coming to class 1 hr late. completely unprecedented. so sleeping may be awesome, but one has to organise his sleep to keep track of time and maintain efficiency in the livelihood.(what crap am i spilling?!)

anyway, the begining of the 2nd semester began yesterday. yay. and our lives will become as complicated as ever whether it comes to studies, games, or relationships (relationships dont only refer to couples but friends ad families too). the complication begins. i hear from my friends that i look like i gained a little more weight. and now i am thinking, i wanna run but i dont wanna run. those who noe me probably understand what i mean. ok, to make this clear. i completely hate running. well for one reason is that i can barely sprint 200m. and i cant jog longer than 1.2 km. wah can cry. YET i wanna run cos of the comment "dude, u r gaining weight. u r gaining weight. gaining weight. gaining weight. weight. (echo)" now isit clear???

oh yea. my cca! wushu. awesome i can do splits. i can do the 1st part of 'san tuan nan quan' realli awesome. but i notice that my in this routine i can add more strength into it. so i asked my friend (the expert) if im realli doing the routine correctly. know what he said? "wah starting oreadi wrong" so i was like aaaaaahh. but in the end he still taught me how to do it properly. hes cool man!

so just now i was listening to songs and thinking about social issues (a-hem) then i on-ed a song which i hear everyday. "ayat-ayat cinta" by rossa. u know that i lurve this song like siao, but 2dae when i heard it, it was like wah suddenly the song gave me this feeling. like the song is so beautiful its scary. but really, u listen to the song's instrumental part and the beautiful voice fuse in a rare sensation. absolutely a 10 star brilliance.

12102008

im kinda in a twist right now. to not know how to feel? i bet u all know that feeling. if i ask u probably u will answer that this is a part of life which it will eventually go thru. but isit really neccessary? of all the issues gg on at home i nvr really thot this wud be such a big fuss amongst my familly... the truth is... my cat is getting fat... T-T

well, i haven really been socialling much despite the raya until i met up with my friends! it was a great raya amongst ourselves. well, i felt it was incomplete bcos i cudnt see the person i really wanted to see. aww man :D yea. bcos it felt like smtg was missing too... and right now u readers are thinking "this is another thing u have to go thru in life, u oaf?!" hahas. but its funny how part of me rejects this and another part of me is able to embrace it. well, the third part of me says, "what happens, happens." and he goes lepak the whole day. AND SO, i follow my third self... lepak is good. heeee.

well this time im writing right before the golden sun ascends to the depths of the beautiful azure sky. basically... dawn. i wonder if im able to see the person todae. well, that is up to god's will. besides, nothing will come if i just sit and sulk one corner in my room yea? i gotta take action, or at least move if i want something to happen to the world outside my home. i gotta go with the flow until the moment's right then probably things will turn out interesting.

i wanna play game. but if i play games i wont be able to concentrate on other things. what a dillema... but seriously, if you dont play games you'll be missing a part of life. just like anime. u noe CODE GEASS??? this anime really got to me. and at the end, i started crying... BAAAAAH!!!
(eh, arent i supposed to say 'waaaaah' instead of 'BAAAAAH!!!'?) but really, at the end @#$%^^&*^%$####. (NO SPOILERS!) wheeeeeeee.

so dats all i guess. nitey ^_^

09102008

frustrating as it is, the moon disappeared at precisely 1234h. yea. i was enjoying the spotlight from the moon at the view of my room, until it was covered my the cloud. how unfortunate.

telling you this makes you think im pretty full of myself. i gotta admit, thats one of my traits. heeee, im not realli shy to say things about myself. in the mirror i will look, when my friend asks, i will answer "this is called 'self-appreciation', my friend" and we end up laughing. sometimes its hard for me to say out things about people that i acknowledge in them. probably its bcos of my ego. having them to be better than me makes me feel inferior, and i would probably end up acting cool, like i dont realli care about the person. thats how i probably picked up the trait of 'self-appreciation' hahas.

but i really am a good guy! and by saying this i probably gave you a few opinions about me. i am proud, am not humble, seem to be a self-prociamed goodie-two-shoes, may probably be a hypocrite, or basically act like an idiot to believe what i said. and now you will think i am an analytical hypocrite. well hahas, i onlie brought this up cos it looked like fun. so basically i didnt really mean anything that i say. or probably you will stick to the opinion that im am a bloody analytical hypocrite.

playing around with your head was fun!
just kidding!

i love the BOOST chocalate bar, you know, the one from cadburry. the one with nuts is awesome! you just have to try it, you will feel like youre eating a snickers bar covered with caburry chocolate oh how i crave it. well, try some tea after the chocolate. it helps ^_^

08102008

yay! three days of raya! a-hem.

animes like code geass or gundam really show how politics go in the anime world. the hero is a soldier in a particular army and his best friend is an elite of the enemy. they fight unknowingly of who theyre really fighting with and end up hurting each other. when their friends die, they will blame each other and end up fighting. both armies want the same thing yet they cant accpet each other. then when the hero knows he is fighting his best friend, he goes all out and when hes about to win, he hesitates for 1 second and ended up getting beaten up. both nations still continue fighting. (of course until the hero's side wins) this is their politics.

nice plot, but to think the real life people cant even learn from mistakes shown in animes, themselves. maybe even i have done smtg and not even know what it is. ignorant i am. but still, the anime is awesome.

work it or not to work it. that is the question. (at least for tonite)

my friend invited me to join this company selling water products and etc. well, im sure it well affects the course im studying in but the thing is i dont really wanna be working and schoolling at the same time. school starts next monday and i dont wanna do as badly as the first semester. i admit that i slacked the first semester, thinking that poly is all about fun and games. it was my mistake, and deeply regreted it. when my dad saw my results i just broke. deep inside i can feel his sadness of my incompetence. and my mom was also really disappointed. i dont wanna see them like that. like when i failed tests in secondary school. so im gonna give it my all for the exams. for my parents, for god, and for my future god willing.

07102008

lelouch and light yagami are so what-the-hell similar, well, with the exception that lelouch doesnt kill people as badly as yagami does.

u noe, the funny thing about holidays is that they actually wear you out, even if you stay at home all day. cos whenever you go out, theres a high chance of you walking and standing for hours in a mall, or sitting for hours in a movie theatre. my friends go work during the holidays and that may actually give twice the burden. the last time i had the job (well it was my first job) i actually got struck by a fever. it was on a holiday too. probably its bcos when one thinks he/she is on a holiday, they subconsciously lower their body strength as they feel theyre supposed to be in a 'holiday mood' well, in my opinion at least.

and so i find myself in another tiring, nothing to do holiday, where when i stay in my room too long, my parents will threaten to take my lappy, and if i stay out of the house too long, they will say the world outside is brainwashing me. tell me, in what way have i been brainwashed??? really, even if it was with my cousin they will still say the say thing. well, thats what parents are. but sometimes theyre pretty cool too. (until they start telling stories about your mysterious past to others) my dad is an awesome cameraman who is one who has lots of experiences in life. he experienced hardships, nobility, and hes a pretty good cook. (well once in a while, mom does most of the cooking) hes one of the few i respect (and when i respect the person, that means the person is like wah *angel sounds*) tho he is a little stubborn. my mom is pretty cool too. when someone asks for help, she'll give it her all without complaint! but when the person doesnt act appreciative of her help or others who have helped the person, shes got a pretty sharp mouth.

heeeee ^_^

well u can say todays post is pretty short so i'll extend it with something nice that i found on the internet.

I'm sure that the heart I left behind still lies hidden in the heart of the deep, deep forest

Exhausted, without the strength to search people vanish into the infinite darkness.

If it's so small, I wonder if I can see it even now?

As we live on, we lose a little bit more. Shrouded in falsehoods and lies, we stand frozen to the spot, unable to cry out

The days pass by and change, without us even realizing how blue the sky really is.

Overcoming that made-up scheme, we live the present, and our rusted hearts begin to beat again!

If we can find the rhythm of time, we can fly once again

We live our lives wandering to the ends of the earth. Believing in you, now I begin my journey with you, in search of the light.

We live our lives wandering to the ends of the earth. Closing off the way back, we walk on for eternity.

We live our lives standing frozen to the spot, unable to cry out, for eternity...

06102008

u noe, the reason the name of my blog is 'myblogtonite' is cos i, well, only write posts at nite! (wateva i do in the day is a secret) anywaes we're already in the middle of raya, and im planning to go visiting with my friends. its really sad. im actually planning to go out with a group of friends on a thursday. but later i heard from another group of friends that they wanna go on that particular thursday... bah what can i do? im onlie human!

so whenever im faced with all these problems, i draw manga and forget all about em. really. last time it went to the extent that i nearly missed an examination! well, i did miss it. (came an hour late so i wasnt allowed to participate in the exam) hahas. so in the end my lecturer/saviour arranged a make up examination. i was like wah *angel sounds* and then i took my test and ended up doing really badly T-T

den den den i spend time at home counting money (hey, its raya!) or acting out my manga. then i act as if i was the hero of the manga. for example "AHHH! Uh- there has to be way to beat his armor!" den i would switch to the villain "HAHAHA! dont even think of trying to beat my armor! It will cost your LIFE!!" den i pretend im swordfighting with em, i pretend to get beaten up pretty badly, to the extent i get "stabbed" on my should (if i get stabbed in the heart, the story would end) and so... the turning point! the hero suddenly awakens his full power after blabbering about protecting his so-called friends. den he kills the villain and live happily ever after. with his girlfriend of course.

doing all that acting takes me out pretty quickly, so its off to the showers. wen i get back to the bed its either anime or game. or ko. or maybe manga(drawing is included). hiyah. expecting calls or messages which will come eventually... but waiting for the bloody phone to even get near me gets on my nerves. "IM THE BLOODY HELL BORED!!!!!" is what i would be thinking staring at the phone like dat. wen time comes, people will visit. and so ppl on msn will be ignored ^_^

im a pretty awesome dude aint i?

05102008

i cant help but watch romantic comedies nowadays. i think they're pretty cool. the concept of one boy having many girls to chase after him really sells out. plus, normally the many girls that chase after him are the hottest in the anime. for that reason, the boy gets beaten up often. why? cos the girls fight over him (or rather fight on him) and the boys would beat him up for stealing the hottest women. funny really.

its not so bad now. i dont feel like emoing for a long time. probably ive moved on. i guess i decided to write this blog only when i am secured. well... i am, arent i? but ive been bored the whole of september. ok, not so bored... cos it was the fasting month and i didnt really have the strength to go on hyper mode. ah i miss classes. nvr thought id say that. waking up early sucks, you gotta admit. staying up late doing nothing really kicks me in the knee.

games young and old (i mean new and old) are pretty fun if you play them alternately. cos sometimes when you play an old game, you will feel as if you are bored with it (in malay we call it 'jelak') and when you play an extremely new game after a week, it wouldnt be new. so my style of playing new games is to change games constantly so the thrill of games would last even longer.

my friend has been putting in jokes inside his blog, i think his idea is pretty cool so im thinking of a new idea to add in my blog. since im seriously low tech, i dont really know much about customizing blogs but at least i can do a thing or two... but im lazy to learn :P what a setback. hahas somewhat being low tech can be pretty convinient (did i spell that right?) cos i dont really have to do complicated stuff all day. AWESOME. ive out all my pride into my beloved sports and still dream of being a sportsman (i wish). coolness.

sleep tonight before you are slept on?

G.O.O.D. N.I.G.H.T.