im too tired to sleep.
its not uncommon, well, i just got back from training.
my friends say they also cant sleep after training.
funny, the world is.
now im blogging, happily waiting for a frozen milo to melt completely.
some reports are completed, others are still in delay.
but this week is the most exhausting week since the start of school.
im tired.
i need more sleep.
my mind is all mixed up rite now.
i must've been too bored since morning.
anyways,
there's this game or so,
that i spread around my friends.
some forgot i started it.
or rather they thought it existed long time ago.
its nothing special, its basically rating the pretty girls around us from 1-10.
well, im a guy.
i do that sometimes.
so this morning on a pleasant way to school.
i thought there would be "nice views" on the train.
so i sat in the train, bouncing at pasir ris as i wanted to get a seat.
so i sat.
seconds flew by.
seconds turned to minutes.
and then i told myself.
what happened to the 7-pointers? the 7 and above angels?
the whole train journey became completely dull as i desperately looked around for a single ray of hope.
there were only elderly ladies, 6 and below pointers, and males.
disappointed, i leaned back on my seat.
the train is sooo full, i thought.
the train is sooo slow, i thought again.
can the train be slow with the presence of 9 pointers instead? (nononono, aint possible)
after a gruelling journey, my stop arrived.
i squeezed through the packs of people and caught a glimpse of a 7 pointer, sitting directly oppposite me.
well, i was blocked so i couldnt see.
she had a sweet face, and thats all.
that made my day.
ok, im gonna play restaurant city.
gambatte, everyone...
Friday, January 29, 2010
Monday, January 18, 2010
18012010
im a weird person.
when i do smtg wrong,
i can apologise to anyone while we are in all smiles.
but i cant seem to apologise to a good friend when we're both in the blue.
i guess when reflecting, i think im a jerk.
well, jerks do wrong things and dont apologise.
they are the reason why there is negativity in the world of face- i mean friendship.
if its a friend who im not very close to, i can apologise if ive done any wrong.
if its a good friend its even harder.
imagine if its a friend i call a brother. nearly impossible.
why ah?
i guess the way i reflect is thru blogging or disturbing my cat.
my cat runs away when i have eye contact with him for more than 5 seconds.
then i'll go chase it and tell my problems to it.
he's easier to converse with than humans.
speaking of blogging, isnt ironic where ppl of the past used to keep diaries which they write secrets, wishing it to be kept to the grave and now blogging lets the whole world(or so) read their stories.
ok, this may be an ancient topic but seriously, ironic.
maybe some ppl blog not revealing a single evidence of their identity,
but write down all their secrets hoping anyone wud read and understand them.
spreading the msg hiding their identity?
i dont blame them.
even i have secrets i wish to tell someone but cudnt cos of my pride.
i want encouragement!
i wanna live to enjoy every moment!
and i wanna die leaving no regrets.
to be the ultimate good guy.
living and dying beautifully.
well, these arent secrets.
but they're my wishes.
and i dont wanna lose out to bill gates, obama, ghandi or anyone
well i hate to lose.
its my nature.
ahhahaha i shud speak realistically.
speaking of reality, i have a re-test 2moro.
AHHHH IM DEAD!
when i do smtg wrong,
i can apologise to anyone while we are in all smiles.
but i cant seem to apologise to a good friend when we're both in the blue.
i guess when reflecting, i think im a jerk.
well, jerks do wrong things and dont apologise.
they are the reason why there is negativity in the world of face- i mean friendship.
if its a friend who im not very close to, i can apologise if ive done any wrong.
if its a good friend its even harder.
imagine if its a friend i call a brother. nearly impossible.
why ah?
i guess the way i reflect is thru blogging or disturbing my cat.
my cat runs away when i have eye contact with him for more than 5 seconds.
then i'll go chase it and tell my problems to it.
he's easier to converse with than humans.
speaking of blogging, isnt ironic where ppl of the past used to keep diaries which they write secrets, wishing it to be kept to the grave and now blogging lets the whole world(or so) read their stories.
ok, this may be an ancient topic but seriously, ironic.
maybe some ppl blog not revealing a single evidence of their identity,
but write down all their secrets hoping anyone wud read and understand them.
spreading the msg hiding their identity?
i dont blame them.
even i have secrets i wish to tell someone but cudnt cos of my pride.
i want encouragement!
i wanna live to enjoy every moment!
and i wanna die leaving no regrets.
to be the ultimate good guy.
living and dying beautifully.
well, these arent secrets.
but they're my wishes.
and i dont wanna lose out to bill gates, obama, ghandi or anyone
well i hate to lose.
its my nature.
ahhahaha i shud speak realistically.
speaking of reality, i have a re-test 2moro.
AHHHH IM DEAD!
Friday, January 15, 2010
15012010
Today is a day to remember.
I FINALLY DID MY FIRST RECOVERY!
ahem
recovery as in, lying on the floor, and jump back on your feet.
v O
o+< -> \+/ -> \'+'/
o /^\
ok u get the picture.
hey, altho many ppl can do this, for a literally heavyweight champion dude like me its like getting a nobel prize! ok, maybe a nobel prize is exaggerating. maybe getting a free fried kway teow wud be getting a better example of how happy i am.
thus, for today onwards, 15th January will be the day that inspires me to do things i thot i cudnt do.
my next target move to learn wud be the aerial cartwheel.
my ankle still hurts tho.
I FINALLY DID MY FIRST RECOVERY!
ahem
recovery as in, lying on the floor, and jump back on your feet.
v O
o+< -> \+/ -> \'+'/
o /^\
ok u get the picture.
hey, altho many ppl can do this, for a literally heavyweight champion dude like me its like getting a nobel prize! ok, maybe a nobel prize is exaggerating. maybe getting a free fried kway teow wud be getting a better example of how happy i am.
thus, for today onwards, 15th January will be the day that inspires me to do things i thot i cudnt do.
my next target move to learn wud be the aerial cartwheel.
my ankle still hurts tho.
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Coldplay - Fix You
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you.
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