Tuesday, March 31, 2009

31032009

ok so i think soup operas are a waste of time.
did i even spell "soap" properly!?

ok. what if i were to pick a card to describe me out of a 52 poker card deck.
i would pick the jack of clubs. why? i dunno. cos he's some sort of a prince?
me the prince. doesnt sound too bad.
then i shall pick you as me, the prince's wife. WOO!
then you shall be a princess.
ahaha.
why am the jack of clubs? no idea.
i believe im smtg more than numbers.
and it is said that the shapes go in order like this.

weakest strongest
diamonds - clubs - hearts - spades

clubs are like the third strongest.
or the second weakest.
depending on how you look at it.
so i believe clubs are very underestimated.
okok fine i have not much of a hidden talent in me.

how wud i describe this?
im a prince of a humble country that posess potential growth.

come my princess, let us make our leave.

Thursday, March 26, 2009

26032009

people come in all shapes and sizes.
sounds familiar?

i had a great day 2dae. yay.
not being sarcastic here but i really enjoyed today.
its basically a normal outing with my classmates.
i'd rather go out and have some fun than stay at home like a sick person.
how does it feel when u are in a murderous game and you are the murderer?
it feels awe-some.
for some reason when i played smtg like this with children, i lose.
just now i played the game with my friends. i reigned victorious.
and it feels so good to get away with it.

hahas. its just a game anyway.

it seems that many things have been kept in store for me rite now.
god must have planned exciting days for me.
whether exciting or not, when god lets me live a little longer then.
thank god. (alhamdulillah)

i havent heard from my old classmates for a while.
and im pretty excited to meet them.
im sure ive changed. better or worse.
i guess they wudnt be shocked by my long hair.
considering emo was part of my character 2 years back.
im a little worried abt one couple.
well, i do have no reason to get involved they are a little beyond me.
nothing changes then. hahas.

yay, i cant wait for training.
exercise is important. ciao.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

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i guess all im good at is lazing around. heh.
its not like im a hard worker, nor a natural genius.
u can just call me a kid whose path have slightly dented.
ok maybe not slightly.
probably its a bad habit picked up after all these long 17 years.
i didnt grow up a saint, nor did i became a devil.
im just lazy. thats all.

OK.
having to do stupid things can realli get back to you pretty bad.
like to say i ran away after seeing a dead body rather than reporting to the police. ceh.
besides, decisions cant possibly be made on the spot when you are given fatal choices. for one thing, it could affect your own life or the life of others. it could save the world, it could destroy it.
we're only human for god's sake.
there are some things that clearly show the correct path but people such as myself are too lazy to take it. my excuse? "its too troublesome." do i sound like shikamaru?
but in life people take on these duties just so they can move on.
the famous "adult" life i suppose.
frankly, i'd prefer to stay a kid. preferbly at the age of 16.
no, it has nothing to do with "sweet sixteen", but it seems i like being in my last secondary school years. but technically, if i stay sixteen all my life it wouldn't be called "my last secondary school years" and it wouldn't be meaningful.

the word "last" can change the entire meaning of a sentence.
for example:-
"This is my year in secondary school," says Fidel.
this sentence can mean that Fidel believes that he would do well in that particular year in secondary school.
whereas:-
"This is my last year in secondary school," says Alex.
if you look at it, the sentence is just plain. if you give it a meaning, you can see a hint of sadness and inspiration. whether the person is trying to hide it or not.

so, i guess i havent felt the urgency to take my life seriously. to seriously have fun, or to seriously do all out on work. so, i'll stay a failure if i dont do anything abt it.

Friday, March 20, 2009

SPECIAL MARCH SURPRISE - Dekat Padamu lyrics

Dekat Padamu (Closer To You) lyrics
Yusry

Dekat padamu… arah ingin ku tuju
Walaupun jauh akan ku tempuh
Kerana hanya sunyi yang menemani hari
Semenjak kau pergi membawa diri

Oh dekat padamu… Di sana kan bersatu
Dua jiwa yang telah terpisah
Kesetiaan yang telah kita sama ikrarkan
Ku pegang teguh… janji ku kotakan

Andai tersalah arah… berikan ku tanda
Agar kau terima yang sebaiknya
Jika cinta kita hanya sejarah lama
Sudilah ku cuba kali kedua

Walau jauh akan ku gegas berlari
Walau tinggi bisa ku terbang di langit
Walau sedalam mana akan ku selami
Kerana cinta sedalam itu mekar
bila ku dekat padamu

Dekat padamu… itu destinasiku
Tak kira apa jua kan ku terima
Harapanku kan terbuka pintu di hatimu
Dengan rela menunggu kehadiranku

Andai tersalah arah… Berikan ku tanda
Agar kau terima yang sebaiknya
Harapan mendorong ku mengusung cinta kita
Janganlah dibalas rasa kecewa


English Translation

closer to you, that is where im going
even though its far, i will bear with it
because there's only silence everyday
since you brought yourself away

oh closer to you, its where we reunite
two lives that had been separated
the sincerity that we had pledged to each other
i will hold tight, the promise that we made

if i get lost, show me the signs
so that you will receive the best
if our love is history
give us a chance to try a second time

no matter how far it is, i will run to it
no matter how high it is, i will fly to the sky
no matter how deep wherever it is, i will dive to it
because a love that deep will blossom
when i am closer to you

closer to you, that is my destination
no matter what i will face
my hope has opened the door to your heart
that is willing to wait for my presence

if i get lost, show me the signs
so that you will receive the best
my hope will teach me how to shoulder our love
don't be caught by the feeling of sadness


ok, this is a catchy song which i hear pretty often.
im sure those who noe my grades for my second language
will be shocked to hear this. den den den...
the english translation was done by me! yay me!
and even im surprised im able to comprehend this language.
ok fine. i had a teensy bit pf help from me mommy.
love you mommy!

ok and thats that. hear the song on youtube.
its pretty entertaining.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

12032009

when you are too busy, you'd wish you're in a holiday.
when you are too free, you'd wish you're in school.
mysterious species humans are.

lets observe what an average Singaporean teenager would be doing right now.
The Fadhil. says:
heloo
what r u doing?
--baLL0on-- says:
hello!
half asleep!!!
lols!!!
The Fadhil. says:
got such thing?
then half awake doing wad?
--baLL0on-- says:
jiu very tired lor
haha!
listening to songs
The Fadhil. says:
so you listened to songs untill u're tired?
--baLL0on-- says:
no la
just come back today frm a chalet
so very tired
The Fadhil. says:
oic

nice.

yes. this is an example of people taking advantage of their friends when they feel bored.
besides, all we hav left to do all day is
- eat,
- use the computer,
- watch television,
- go out,
- or sleep.

a very average Singaporean teenage life. here are 10 ways to make your teenage life more interesting.
1 - you can shave yourself bald and start spamming ur friends about your bald head.
2 - use a broken watch to tell the time.
3 - buy an air ticket to Palestine.
4 - hijack an American NASA rocket and make your way to Pluto.
5 - swim to Malaysia.
6 - tie a rope to the twentieth story of your block and go bungee-jumping.
7 - wear a Cristiano Ronaldo jersey and enter a bar of only Liverpool fans.
8 - paint your car into Bumblebee.
9 - call a radio station and sing The Final Coundown on air.
10 - go to a police station and play house with the staff.

life isnt all exciting. thats what make it interesting.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

anime games edition

now is the time i express all my feelings...
... about anime and games ...

1) Lelouch Vi Britannia is my ultimate hero.
2) Bonds between family members are the most beautiful thing.
3) Being unkind doesn't neccessarily mean being the bad guy.
4) Never be as lazy as any anime character.
5) Some indirect messages in anime also occur in real life.
6) I never cry when the hero's girlfriend dies.
7) I cry when a filial son dies before his loving father.
8) I lack experience in life.
9) Izumi Konata is my favourite girl.
10) My overall best anime/game character : Zack Fair