20062009

im jealous of japan.
theres many festivals, and even more fun.
in singapore, well, its pretty boring.
not to say that its like a ghost town, but time moves to quickly here.
and time is money.
before we know it, japan would evolve into another singapore.
for some reason, i think its inevitable.
japan is like, having festivals at certain times.
girls would wear yukatas, and ask the boys to go to the fests with them.
i dont even know whether japan still has these kind of things.
i havent even been to japan before.
maybe im imagining too much, maybe japan doesnt have those kind of things.
all those thing only appear in anime or so.
things like goldfish catching, sweet eating, fireworks and stuff.
well, singapore has such places called 'pasar malam' meaning 'night market'
if u look at it, its very similar to those kind of festivals.
but then, the pasar malam has never given to me a festival feeling before.
theres no fun in it.
now in the streets, when u light up fireworks, the police may charge u for playing with fire.
especially, when u do it with ur friends.
u'll probably be charged for illegal gathering.
thats ridiculous.
yes, the rules are put up to protect us from any terrorist or so.
but is following order worth the cost of removing the joy of being human?

haiz.
its wonderful how jokes between friends can just some and go.
they say the moments last forever.
well, we will remember all the times we had.
and probably in ten years or so, we will joke about the past too.
like say how i danced a realli girlish dance,
how that girl looked asleep,
or how those guys sexually harrassed each other (ahahaha, my personal favourite)
its actually ok to forget some memories.
not all memories are important anyway.
the thing that you have to remember is that,
all these moments actually happened.
it may not go by a second time.
live life to its fullest.