29042009

o.0
Federer just owned Karlovic.
in two straight sets too!
wow.
i wanna be federer.
hes so cool.
but hes not handsome.
because hes not in sp wushu.
yay.

ahaha.
class wasnt too bad.
in fact, it was pretty enjoyable.
unexpected.
i thought i'd have another horrible day.
it was alright.
i barely have time to rest these days.
so as a result i still havent recovered from the flu.

what are personas?
ok this is random.
lemme find in wiki.
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PERSONA
A persona, in the word's everyday usage, is a social role or a character played by an actor. This is an Italian word that derives from the Latin for "mask" or "character", derived from the Etruscan word "phersu", with the same meaning. The word is also thought to be derived from Greek, "per" meaning "through" and "sona" meaning "sound", meaning something in the vein of "that through which the actor speaks", i.e. a mask (early Greek actors wore masks).
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Persona

so people have different personas.
DEBATE!
isit a good thing or a bad thing?
the good thing is, we're all unique.
thus we can get different and unique ideas.
the bad thing is, people may not understand each other.
thus it'll lead to conflicts and opposition.
funny how good stuff turn bad so easily.

and so i lived another day full of randomness and unique ideas aka crap.
and so manu's match will begin in like 2 and a half hours time.
now is midnight.
great life.
i aint gonna sleep cos my class starts at 8.
the game ends around 5.
i have to prepare for class at 6.
i have to leave the house to catch the train at 6.40.

y am i telling u my time schedule?
dunno.
maybe some pretty girl will read this and wait for me at the train?
ahahahahahahahahaha.
seriously.

26042009

twinkle twinkle little star~~~~
lalala...

every time i wanna write a post for this blog, i question myself.
is updating this blog regularly utterly necessary?
well, people do read it... sometimes...
PEOPLE DO READ MY BLOG DONT THEY?!
ok.
in assuming you are actually reading this blog, i want to assure you.
this blog has been created by:
FADHIL
designed by :
FADHIL (noooo!!! liessss!!!)
written by :
FADHIL
updated by :
FADHIL
celebrated by :
FADHIL

oh man.
i caught the flu.
bad cough.
bad cold.
bad voice.
good looks.
im gonna go to school 2moro bringing lotsa lotsa tissue.
geez, i hope i wont disrupt the class in any way, HAAIISHUU!!!!!!
then im gonna dance gee when that happens.

whoa hinata didnt die.
lucky.
kakashi died.
lucky- i meant tragic.

how am i supposed to noe wad telah happened to me?!
i was born good.
i grew up well.
and thanks to my frens i became healthily insane.
i like it.

ok all that came out todae was random.
its a pretty chilly nite.
or isit the fan directly in front of me?
i am The Fadhil, baby. chiao.

25042009

a mess i should say.
whats done is done.
all thas left is to look forward towards the future.

yea.

maybe some stuff wont have any second chances,
but for some reason good stuff will happen to you naturally even if you don't expect
them to.
even to me too.
i don't know why.
its just some way of god saying He loves you.

sooooo.
grading test is over for my darling wushu.
yay.
and for that matter, i don't know what comes after that.
i don't know what i'll see first during training on monday.
a mad dog? (aka coach, hehehe...)
or slave driver? (aka vice-captain, lalala...)

being too laid back is noo good.
i have experimented on the effects of laid-backness and the results...
gpa nvr reach 2.0 ToT
ahaha.
so don't be lazy!
so life goes on topsy-turvy.
its great!
waay more interesting that way.

so in the end,
never give up, never surrender.
a wall can never be tall enough to stop you from doing your best.
only you can carve your own path.

22042009

ok, i'll admit first impressions are important.
but what comes after that?
silence?
ok, imagine there was a teacher who is all excited because its her first class of the year with brand new students.
ok, so the students are a little rude.
wouldnt it be best to be friendly with them to earn their respect before you actually scold them of being disrespectful?
i can understand in adulthood everyone respects each other.
if thats the case i'd rather be a kid.
haizz...

oh yah.

staring can offend people.
if someone stares at me i'd be a little irritated but i'd ignore the starer.
well, being in wushu automatically puts me in the handsome category.
so im not surprised if ppl stare. (ahaha.)
but this morning i boarded the train with my buddy.
and it so happened that some kid in the early teens boarded with us.
all the way from my station to Queenstown he kept staring at us.
thank goodness he alighted earlier than us.
jealousy is a strong thing.
thats not all.
going home from school, the train was still half an hour away from home when some cute girl boarded the train.
probably shes just bored or smtg but i noticed her staring at my direction.
yet her stare is as irritating as the previous kid.
so i tried shifting myself to another side of the train.
looking at the reflection of the glass, it has been confirmed.
she was staring at me.
another bugger.
i dont hit chicks.
even if theyre cute.
but a cute chick staring at u isnt so bad- i meant it is very bad.
hahas.
ouch.
dont try doing splits on your bed.
it'll hurt.

my senior is back from new zealand!
yay!
let the extortion continue!
ahaha.
he/she left for nz 3weeks.
it was a little lonely.
but he/shes back!
cool huh, holidays in nz?
some ppl dont even get to ride on planes their whole lives.
thats a little sad.
but there always comes a time when oppotunities appear.
its just up to the person to grab it.

lalalalalalala

my wushu peeps are all handsome and beautiful ppl.
lay a finger on them and i'll brg the whole world to kill.
hello world.

19042009

"Do you know the meaning behind Nunnally's smile?

Why don't you get it?

Nunnally could neither see nor walk.

Thus she knew there were things in the world she couldn't do on her own.

Nunnally's smile was her only way of showing gratitude."

Lelouch Vi Britannia
Code Geass


Man i find these words super sad.
Lelouch was crying when he said this.
He and his little sister, Nunnally, was abandoned by his parents(king/queen).
Nunnally became blind and crippled in the process.
This was said when he's finishing his dying father(king).

at the end of the day, its is all anime.
and as free as i am right now im so panicking abt sch 2moro.
sch is starting. this is no joke.
everyone is like "code red, code red"
when theyre supposed to say "code geass, code geass"
it is no laughing matter.
especially when you are forced to sleep late due to a soccer game that lasts over midnight.
buggers.
sch starts at 8am and ends at 6 pm.
aft sch wud be my cca, from 6.30 to 10.
most likely i'd reach home at midnight.
and then i have to force myself to sleep the moment i reach home.
because on tuesday, class starts early as well.
ah the heck. every class starts at 8 or 9.
no life.
no romance.
no attitude.
no bullshitting.
yes.
they dont call me fadhil for nothing.
well.
its my name.
thats why they call me fadhil.
whatever that makes me happy.
ciao.

08042009

haizz...

every day is a new day.

yet every day is a new age.

for instance, today is my 17th year, 8th month and 23rd day alive.

tomorrow, i will live 17 years, 8 months and 24 days.

i dont feel like a 17 years, 8 months, and 23 days old kid.

instead, i feel like im 14 years, 11 months, 29 days.

one day before my 15th birthday.

expecting something so much.

yet, it is still one day before my 15th birthday.

it hasnt reached my birthday.

just one day before.

nothing ever happens one day before my birthday.

just like every year.

and every day.

by counting months, i have done quite an amt of math.

last pointer.

what is my birthday?