whats shit messing with crap? cows.
i dont noe a bloody thing and have absolutely no interest in finding out.
after all im just a bloody passerby whos at his limits of endurance.
words ive sealed for years are starting to come back.
actions ive nvr done r tempted to break out.
i wanna break. hit stuff. maybe tear myself apart.
whats the use? ive been turned to sand oreadi.
a final blow straight to where it hurts most effortlessly.
i cant feel a thing. why the hell are my hands numb?
whats with this bull?
down the drain with shits all over your head.
drowned in anger. drenched in hatred. death with misery. rebirth with vengeance.
Monday, January 26, 2009
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
21012009
hopes of me reflected in her eyes have fallen.
do i do stuff that do not give any msg?
even if i tie a silver string on it she still wont notice.
yea, well even if it doesnt come in gold, gold is nothing next to it.
after all, it cant be seen, heard, scented, tasted or touched.
if i feel how i feel, how do i know that its real?
when will this be over?
am i eternally hallucinating?
illutions are a bliss. should i awaken will i disappear.
for souls do not return once theyre gone.
drifting away in the bottomless ocean.
do i do stuff that do not give any msg?
even if i tie a silver string on it she still wont notice.
yea, well even if it doesnt come in gold, gold is nothing next to it.
after all, it cant be seen, heard, scented, tasted or touched.
if i feel how i feel, how do i know that its real?
when will this be over?
am i eternally hallucinating?
illutions are a bliss. should i awaken will i disappear.
for souls do not return once theyre gone.
drifting away in the bottomless ocean.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
14012009
hey there! its seems i found more wasted time to blog instead of study.
chewing gum to me is is smoking to black monkey i know. yes. hes black inside and outside (laughs) addictions are easy to pick up, but hard to leave off. rite now im chewing gum. dont ask me where i got, some pretty girl decided to do me a favour. dont ask me for some either cos the one im chewing is my last one.
whenever i hear the song "i believe i can fly" being played anywhere i cant help but to let my imagination go wild. he seems to believe he can fly if he believes. so i imagine him jumping off a cliff. he dies falling. yay.
i sorta like cooking. ok my cooking's not as great as my sister's but hey, i cook whenever no ones ard. its cool really how i make simple dishes out of what i can find in the kitchen. (and it does NOT include chewing gum)
most of the time i whip up smtg when i feel sad. then eating the food i wud drown in an emotional state. -_-''' but whenever i cook smtg when im happy, i get hyper, and i thus err- get hyper?
i hate doing reports. yet i still have 2 of em due this week. i was supposed to hand in all 3 last wk. ahh the heck. i havent handed in 2 assignments either.
can anyone tell me wat to do when my lips feel like theyre gonna bleed? ahh i bit my tongue. smone must be talking bad abt me, hehehe. well, im sleeping and its 2.30 in the morning acording to my clock. i hope everything 2moro makes sense.
lies are excuses to hide the truth.
chewing gum to me is is smoking to black monkey i know. yes. hes black inside and outside (laughs) addictions are easy to pick up, but hard to leave off. rite now im chewing gum. dont ask me where i got, some pretty girl decided to do me a favour. dont ask me for some either cos the one im chewing is my last one.
whenever i hear the song "i believe i can fly" being played anywhere i cant help but to let my imagination go wild. he seems to believe he can fly if he believes. so i imagine him jumping off a cliff. he dies falling. yay.
i sorta like cooking. ok my cooking's not as great as my sister's but hey, i cook whenever no ones ard. its cool really how i make simple dishes out of what i can find in the kitchen. (and it does NOT include chewing gum)
most of the time i whip up smtg when i feel sad. then eating the food i wud drown in an emotional state. -_-''' but whenever i cook smtg when im happy, i get hyper, and i thus err- get hyper?
i hate doing reports. yet i still have 2 of em due this week. i was supposed to hand in all 3 last wk. ahh the heck. i havent handed in 2 assignments either.
can anyone tell me wat to do when my lips feel like theyre gonna bleed? ahh i bit my tongue. smone must be talking bad abt me, hehehe. well, im sleeping and its 2.30 in the morning acording to my clock. i hope everything 2moro makes sense.
lies are excuses to hide the truth.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
13012009
ok. being sad makes us human. im feeling sad right now cos some friend of mine is depressed for whatsoever reason. still the fact that shes sad make me sad too. its pretty hard to tell in person that that person is sad. yet when we dont meet its easier to express how we feel. tho im dunno whether im being honest or not.
o level results are out! it has nothing to do with me tho.
the thing abt ppl is that when they do smtg, all they want are results. most ppl dislike studying so hard, yet they do so to achieve high scores in exams. most ppl dislike working so hard either, yet they do so to be promoted to receive enough pay to support their families.
speaking of which im one of the few who wants to achieve smtg, but barely does anything to our goals. i wanna do smtg. i hav do idea what is holding me back.
chicks rule the underworld. i rule the rest. sayo.
o level results are out! it has nothing to do with me tho.
the thing abt ppl is that when they do smtg, all they want are results. most ppl dislike studying so hard, yet they do so to achieve high scores in exams. most ppl dislike working so hard either, yet they do so to be promoted to receive enough pay to support their families.
speaking of which im one of the few who wants to achieve smtg, but barely does anything to our goals. i wanna do smtg. i hav do idea what is holding me back.
chicks rule the underworld. i rule the rest. sayo.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
11012009
im watching manu.
yep, watching manu.
wow, manu is so cute- wait, thats my cat.
now i see strawberries.
ok, nothing realli is coming up.
my friend said he/she is not supposed to be blogging. yet blogging temps him/her even more. Note : that i dont even know who this friend is. yea im somewhat the same. now im wondering when can manu ever get their rythm rite. ok, that was just another gay random crap. i guess teens in spore usually have the same problems. yea.
another issue is about sleeping late despite having school them next day. yea. just like what im doing rite now. what the chinese say : Sianzzz
chelsea u shud give up and die.
ok thats the last random thing i'll say.
good nite.
yep, watching manu.
wow, manu is so cute- wait, thats my cat.
now i see strawberries.
ok, nothing realli is coming up.
my friend said he/she is not supposed to be blogging. yet blogging temps him/her even more. Note : that i dont even know who this friend is. yea im somewhat the same. now im wondering when can manu ever get their rythm rite. ok, that was just another gay random crap. i guess teens in spore usually have the same problems. yea.
another issue is about sleeping late despite having school them next day. yea. just like what im doing rite now. what the chinese say : Sianzzz
chelsea u shud give up and die.
ok thats the last random thing i'll say.
good nite.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
01012009
although alot of things had happened, i havent been in the mood to tell them.
theyre boring, anyway.
oh yea.
i play cards with my cat.
i lost at taitee, blackjack, poker and twenty-four.
yay.
maybe i should take my cat to a casino and win big bucks with it.
too bad my cat is under-12.
figures.
theyre boring, anyway.
oh yea.
i play cards with my cat.
i lost at taitee, blackjack, poker and twenty-four.
yay.
maybe i should take my cat to a casino and win big bucks with it.
too bad my cat is under-12.
figures.
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