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oh man. i hate waking up early. well, i hate sleeping early either. ah heck, sleeping is my worst enemy and my best friend. waking up early for classes stink, even if ive done it all my life in the 10 years of primary and secondary education. well, maybe some people get it worse than me, im just complaining being the typical human i am.

some people ask y am i always online after hours. well, i watch anime, read manga, play games and do my work. yeah, its a boring life, but its the best ive got. food, oh glorious food, is another part of life a human shud not resist from. i said 'SHUD not', not 'MUST not', for the people watching their diet, because the fact is, food holds more than one third of your life. it doesnt only give you a full stomach, its satisfies your pleasures(not that kind of pleasures), gives you variety, helps during socialising, and maybe completes your character as well.

games are the same. people who dont play at all have no lives. well, games dont only refer to final fantasy or such. your jobs can be a game too, regardless whether they love or hate it. life is not a game, i'll tell you. if you treat your life like a game, ur gonna slip up at one point and its gonna cost you bad. i like games, by the way, but theres a game i really hate playing despite playing it everyday. its the game of life. cos like nearly every boy, we always have our object of affection. yes. the girl i like is like a 'boss' in rpg games and the stage where i reach the point where i want to confess is like when i reach 'bizzaro sephiroth' in final fantasy 7. sometimes i dont even attempt to go for it. haizzz.

my freaking handphone keeps going off by itself. its irritating, really. in the middle of messaging it can just go off, and i can just shout freakish words imaginable (i dont swear, trust me) pisses me off alot. well, no matter what i say i still love my handphone. it has gone thru alot the past three years oreadi. my friends say that its time for me to get a new phone, but its hard for me to abandon this one. it got stolen once, commited suicide many times, made me stangle my friend once, restored peace numerous times, received messages from the girl i like many many times etc. saved my life once too.

so things that are closest to us, we dont feel like they are with us, but when we need them they are usually ready to help us. regardless of friends, handphones, family and all. those arent games. they are life. life is not a game. the difference between life and games is that in games you may know how the story goes. life does not always go how it is predicted. it is how you want it to be.