Tuesday, November 18, 2008

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slow down the pace i always say. ok. maybe i dont always say. or maybe i do say pretty often when running the 2.4km run. excellent. the world is spinning soo round. yet times have gradually moved faster than we could possibly realise it. its the truth, and no joke. moments that hold the happiest times of our lives are quickly dissappearing. memories of the true definition of 'fun' i believe do not exist between minds of children these days. can you imagine the past and how much more fun kids have on those days. its disappearing.

well the reason i wrote this is that i realised my youth, my memories of 'fun' was nothing more than a game of congkak in the kampung times. they had so much more enjoyable lives that make me look like an old man. maybe i am getting old.

lemme tell u a little story.
(nothing to do with the past but has smtg to do with youth)

casey had always admired jamie because she was very outgoing and confident. all the time he watched her playing with her friends while he sat in the corner with his own. he tries to be confident, but always fail to maintain confidence like jamie always did. after a few days he became friends with jamie and later they were well acquainted with each other.

after a while, he suddenly felt nervous when talking to her. he tried to think of every possible reason. was it because his low self-esteem finally caught up with him? or was it due to stress due to work given to him despite having to train in his sport in a tight schedule? no. it couldnt be. he had done all his activities relaxingly until now. then why done his heart ache so much when she wasnt around him? her voice alone would raise his spirit to the extend he wouldnt mind studying or training five days straight.

was it love...?

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